You're supposed to break my heart.

Why haven't you?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Short and Simple..

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!!

and in and hour and 50 min..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

When I take you out and you,

You've got me standing in an awkward position with unwanted attention and a need for explanation and it's, not that I'm letting go of you, but I don't know what to do.

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60th post..

and if u know my other blog..

300th..

Today..

Band was well..

painful..

my lips are hurtin' like fuck..

and I DON'T WANNA BE 1st TRUMPET FUCKIN' FOREVER!!

torture i tell you..

TORTURE!!

Forcin' me to play somethin' I don't feel comfortable with..

I noe it has the gd parts..

melody and all..

but why must they make the melody so fuckin' high..

and then forcin' us to play it over and over and over again..

I don't noe what I'mma gonna do next year..

I can't study much..

and if I put the blame on band..

they're gonna say the fuckin' same thing they do every year..

and say that other Seniors can do it..

Why can't you..

and I have defence over that one..

COZ I HAVEN'T GOT THAT MUCH OF BRAINPOWER..

AND TIME!!

Well..

Yu Xian cried again..

'cause he can't play it properly..

and we all went..

WTF..

but he's Yu Xian..

that kind of person..

=X..

everyone's Stereotypical..

even my personalities are stereotypical..

like it or leave it..

I don't care no more..

some people can handle it..

so i guess you aren't "some people"..

=D..

The cherry on top.

The creme de la crop.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sch's startin' in 4 days..

man..

and it's a fuckin' friday..

hope there's no band..

can catch up with my friends..

urh..

I don't noe..

coz if there isn't..

Then I have to bring my instrument back tomoro..

urh..

I wanna go cheer Ter Ter Kor Kor up..

urh..

I give up..

I'm gonna go..

Shut up and let me go!

This hurts I tell you so!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I can't take it any longer..

I have to say it out loud!

I don't noe..

=X..

I just like screaming it at the beach..

I'm gonna miss that..

and plenty of things..

=(

well..

I've missed Garrett..

not seeing him for 6 months sucks..

could've been a year..

but at least forcing him to come back to take his report book thingy..

then seeing him..

=D..

well..

now I'm missing him again..

coz after seeing Terence like..

2 days in a row..

It although sucks..

but at least I got to see Ter Ter Kor Kor for 2 days..

and I hugged him once..

=S..

URH!!

really..

the more i think about it..

the more it sucks..

next time..

I'm gonna ask him out at least once a month..

=3..

mew..

Life's about film stars,

and less about mothers.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHOO!!

Just finished playing 4 rounds of Guitar Hero..

and WHOO!!

FUNFUNFUN!!

lawl..

The whole set..

WHOO!!

I wanna play again..

but with more people..

other than my sister..

coz the rest of them went home..

now I'm bored..

well..

not really..

I'm looking for stuff to play..

lalala..

Simply,

Knowing you exist.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well..

I might as well tell you..

Yes I like you..

maybe more than a friend..

but not much more..

Maybe an occasional hug..

anything..

but never the sacred..

I act this way because..

It's my nature..

I'm a freak of nature..

and I know you like her..

unless..

I don't noe..

it's what people say..

I can choose whatever I wanna believe in..

and if i believe that..

I have plenty of other people..

well..

not plenty..

only 2..

=X..

That's why..

even if you misunderstand me..

it's not exactly what it is..

I'm me..

and although it's not fun..

I'll never cross the line..

=X..

Only when u move the line further away..

then I'll just hang around..

meh..

I don want it to end..

just stalling..

=3..

'coz you're hot and you're cold.

It's black and it's white.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHOO!!

pressies!!

5 hugs.

2 CDs.

1 Pendant.

A Hand Shake.

KATY PERRY!!

WHOOO!!

FINALLY!!

Christmas went pass quite fast..

since many people have to go back to work tomoro..

and i don't think i wanna anticipate it..

but SCHOOL'S REOPENING..

and another batch is gone and a new batch is in..

Gonna miss much of the going away..

since i missed much of the one's that went this year..

miss them so much..

gonna miss more of this years..

heh..

but our batch will rule!!

WHOOO!!

I'm a weapon of Massive Consumption.

It's not my fault, that's how I'm programmed to function.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yesterday..

or shld i saw last night..

I went to Midnight Mass..

zzz..

tired..

anyways..

yea..

my sister's friend invited us to go..

and we went..

early..

at 10.30..

so we waited..

and waited..

and apprantly..

A LOT OF ST GAB'S BOYS ARE IN THAT CHURCH..

IHM btw..

and apprantly..

my sister's friend noes almost all these people..

*shock*

=D

so yea..

we went in..

and i saw Ter Ter Kor Kor..

then behind me was the De Souza's..

then saw Jing Xuan with his GF..

and suddenly..

I THINK I SAW VINCENT..

he better be sorry if he was..

coz he's gonna die on monday..

MUAH HAHAHAHAHA!!

anyways..

yea..

at 12..

(ooo saw Perry, another Kawaii ang moh, who fucking quit band)

*side trekking*

I could saw Perry WAS one of my best junior..

coz of his name..

PERRY!!

KATY PERRY!!

WHOOO!!

and he's kawaii too..

haha...

*back to da-, night's events*

Perry was some guy next to the..

er..

pope??

of father??..

i dono..

=X

so the celebration started..

or i think it's called a celebration..

oh wait..

the mass started..

ok..

so there was singing..

WHOO!!

i can sing high high high!!

i wanna sing next year..

ok then..

we were standing and sitting and kneeling on the floor..

and it was quite cool..

that's why..

I LIKE MASS!!

well then..

after the mass..

we were just outside the hall..

waiting ard for Stef to go ard and talk to her friends..

and so..

i saw Ter Ter Kor Kor..

WHOO!!

hugged him..

but regreted not talking to him more..

=(..

anyways..

his hug's my pressie..

=D..

and if he say's that a hug's all he wants from me..

then both pressies are down..

christmas and birthday..

=DD..

and then we went to eat roti prata..

kept laughing while drinking the curry..

and now i have a soar throat..

ROAR!!

well..

gonna go slp le..

sian..

You're cold and I'm HOT!

I'm up and you're down..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Another one falling for it..

i think 11 people..

now I'm bored..

and now Jonas's angry..

coz i told him i wanna join Singapore National Youth Orchestra..

or Philharmonic Youth Winds..

and he said i shld join Sembawang Symphonic Winds..

and now he's angry coz he keeps telling me to join and i keep saying i don't wanna..

and now I'm confused..

coz I'm angry AND sad..

and lonely..

and well..

just plain fucking annoyed..

I'm gonna go die now..

and slow and painful death..

that might last for less than 100 years..

and more than ard 60+ years..

URH!!

I think I've used up all my resources to stop them from getting..

angry/emo/lonely..

and now that I'm all three..

I've no one to turn to..

and I think if i keep helping them..

I'll just hurt myself more..

Cereal-iously?

Love~

~~~~~

What do I love the most..

hmm..

Strawberries

Cereal

Rice

Broccoli

Katy Perry

The Ting Tings

Kate Nash

Ter Ter kor kor

Rong Rong kor kor

Rrabbitt =D

...

Today was awesome..

sorta..

too lazy to write it down now..

maybe tomoro..

=D

Every bone's been broken.

But my heart's still wide open.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today..
Went out to eat breakfast at East Coast Park Lagoon..
I ate Prawn Noodles..
where i suddenly realise..
they come not only with Prawns..
but with Pork Fillets..
and i was..
OMG..
since i didn't like Pork..
so i just left it there..
floatin' in the soup..

anyways..
then we went to Suntec City's Carrefour..
bought some Kettle for my cousin brother's house-warming gift..
heh..
then shopped ard for random stuff..
I was searchin' for Katy Perry's One of the Boys CD..
and i made a conclusion..
I THINK THEY BANNED HER ALBUM HERE!!
ROAR!!
I WANT THAT ALBUM SO BADLY!!

then..
went to eat at SOUPerlicious..
where the old Ben & Jerry's was..
(btw.. i think Ben & Jerry's closin' down everywhere.. the one at White Sands is gone..)
I ate Cream of Chicken and Corn..
quite ok..
cheaper than Soup Spoon..
but i think it's a smaller portion..

well..
then decided to go home..
but changed my mind and went to Gabby's house..
4th Band member's house ever been to..
First being Colin's for masterclasses..
then Terence's for fun.. (WHOO!)
then Sarvin's for Committee Meeting..

Played Viva Pinata..
=D..
I love the weird animal/pinata's they have..
then Roy came..
he said very borin'..
so we changed to some Car Racin'game..
I obviously lost..
since i hate car racin' games..
nvr was any good at it..
unless it's Mario Karts..
=DD..

then we set off..
makin' our way towards Raffle's Place..
realised i nvr remind Marc..
but he didn't wanna go anyways..
so yea..
Yu Xian was like..
I don't wan go le..
and we were like..
You can't just buy and don't go..
so he came down as fast as he could..
think he made the interval..
meh..
i don't really care..

The concert was great..
although i didn't understand what songs they were..
I just payed attention..
while CK was like..
sleepin' for a bit..
makin' me feel sleepy..
=X..

then we went to eat after the concert..
walked ard Raffle's Place..
then decided to go to Suntec City..
but ended up at Long John Silver at Marina Square..
the food was horrid..
meh..
and service was even worse..
I feel bad now..
seeing as how i got an extra free Chix fillet..
i ordered 2 piece..
I ended up gettin' a 3 piece..
so i was like..
I ordered 2 piece only..
but CK, Jason and Gabby was like..
don't care..
just take it..
reuben didn't care..
coz even if he had that 3 piece..
he couldn't finish it..
and Roy was all..
HEY!
THOUGH YOU ORDERED THE 2 PIECE SET..
and the rest of the group was like..
SHHHH..
meh..

i ate it up anyways..
but i left out the FUCKIN' dry fries..
and half of my drink to gabby..
coz he complained the food was too dry..
I couldn't finish it up anyways..

well..
tomoro we're meetin' up to go bowlin'..
they're meetin' at 11am at Pasir Ris mrt..
maybe i shld go pick them..
or just go straight to E!Hub first..
i dono..
well..
cya tomoro..

Everything's fine.

Except you've got that look in your eye
~~~~~~~~~

another song about my life.

"When I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring
You're thinking of something to say"

It happens..
Whenever i say something..
u seem to be listening..
but nah..
u're just acting..

"You said I must eat so many lemons 'cause I am so bitter"

I am bitter for a reason..
and i love lemons..
=P

"Yes, it was childish and you got aggressive
And I must admit that I was a bit scared
But it gives me thrills to wind you up"

Childish gets u aggressive..
just admit it..
and i can manipulate u in a heartbeat..
just don't count on me telling u when..

"And every time we fight, I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't "

exactly what it says..
I get angry at you..
but i try to supress it..
and i can't seem to forget it..
I'm quirky that way..

Credits go to Kate Nash.. =D

The winner takes it all.

The loser standing small.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I <3 KATY PERRY!!
I <3 KATE NASH!!
I <3 THE TING TINGS!!
I <3 ABBA!!

I'm bored..
I'm confused..
I'm sad..
I'm crazy..
I'm tired..
I'm naive..
I'm simple..
I'm complicated..

Procrastinate!!!

It's a lifestyle.
~~~~~~~~~~

Today..
suppossed to go for another Lecture..
but since Gabby and reuben weren't going..
I've decided to sleep in..
and then went out to meet Emman, Roy and Jonas at TM..
they went for the lecture..
coz they had nothing to do..

then we ate lunch at MosBurger..
then went to the Arcade upstairs..
played for i think 2 hours?..

and now Roy's here..
over at my place..
coz Gabby just awoke..
and he turned off his phone..

I <3 You.

Yes, I love you.
REALLY.
~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wanna go back..
not so long ago..
maybe a year?
and start things new with you..
I noe we've known each other for 2 years already..
and we just simply became closer this year..
and now..
I can't see you anytime i wanna..
there's no joy in returning to sch..
knowing you're not there anymore..
I've already sufferred a year without seeing your face everyday..
now it makes me wanna just hug every single week..
=S

Hooked..

I'm hooked on Facebook.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was stupid/fun..

Woke up at 9..
left house at 9.45 to go to TPJC for some lecture..
I was late..
=X..
but i wasn't the latest to go to the sch..
some marist people were late..

anyways..
the lecture was abt instruments..
and music..
WHICH WAS ENTIRELY BORING!!
only 6 of us showed up..
Reuben, Gabriel, Emmanuel, Joshua, Roy and I..
out of the whole lecture hall..
there were Marist, Chong Boon's and TPJC people..
and us..
6 of us..

then we were quralling on where else to go..
then we diecided to go watch Bolt..
so Emman and Roy wanted to go to Si Mei..
and I told them we shld go E!Hub..
coz Gabby and Reuben haven't been there before..

so yeapp..
there we went..
taking 21..
then we ate burger king..
PEOPLE LIKE MUSHROOMS!! YAY!!
MUSHROOMS FTW!!

then we went to buy the tix..
at 1.25 to watch bolt at 1.25..
so nice..
the timing was just right..
anyways.. limited commercials..
since we came in a few minutes after they started..

I WANNA WATCH BOLT AGAIN!..
although it was long.. it felt short..
=X..

yea.. then after movie..
we walked to White Sands..
Joshua had to go home before 4..
so he left..
then the rest of us went to popular, library, some shops (gabby bought a T.)
then to NTUC to buy water..
then we went to East Point (Si Mei btw)..

then walked ard for a while..
then ate dinner..
at 5.30?..
=DD..

Gabby, reuben and Roy shared a plate of carrot cake..
I ate Chicken Chop and Rice..
Emman ate noodles..
and the three of them with the carrotcake were quraling abt how much Reuben was eating coz he only paid $0.30 out of the $5..
gabby paid $1..
then roy payed the rest..
and i still got to eat one piece..
=DD..

then later..
they decided to continue to City Hall..
but i didn't wanna go..
so i went home..
and now here i am..
=DD

11 flowers.

makes one look a dozen!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm getting freaking bored and paranoid..
It hurts so much..
I WANNA GET OUTTA SECONDARY SCHOOL AND GO INTO JC NOW!!
Life's like that..
U wanna make it go fast..
you go SLOW..
WAY SLOW..
then people will have to match with your speed..
then u CHIONG all the way..
that's my tactic..
=D..
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Went to see TJC concert this evening..
with Gabby, Chun Kiat, Kovan, Emmanuel, Jonas, Yu Xian, Liu Tun, Joshua Jude, Chin Hong and Niranjan..
the concert was quite ok..
I only knew the christmas songs and encore..
the rest just went "BLAH!!" in and outta my head..
gonna go slp now..
tomoro gonna go listen to some lecture on next year's set piece..
*btw.. the composer for those set pieces.. Kelly Tang, IS A GUY!
WTF!@(&(_!&@%!!*

All that glitters is not gold.

Two wrongs don't make a right.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I think something's going to be very wrong..
We're soo gonna screw up somewhere in the future..
and in WE..
I mean the band..
roar..

nothing to write abt today..
nothing interesting happened..
=S

My life's a song.

It's all Katy Perry-ish. (I <3 KATY PERRY!!)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Life's simple.

Katy Perry with Simple:



You're such a poet,
I wish I could be Wesley Willis
My words would flow like honey,
sweet and laid on thick


You're so edgy
You don't even need a rhyming dictionary
I wipe my hands on your
jeans, 'cause they are more distressed

So they say--you got O.C.D.
And they claim you can barely read
But you say "Don't bother
me with all of your reality"

But it could be so simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just so simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
But the point's been missed
You've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems

So what, you're a genius
But you've got a lot to learn
Like the time you lost your apartment
Cause you bought too much Vuitton

You park in a loading zone
You sleep with the lights all on
You cross your i's and dot your t's
All it goes to show

That it could be so simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just that simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
The point's been missed
We've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems

I'm not saying that it's a piece of cake
Just take a moment to re-evaluate
The possibilities
The situations
The opportunities
That are waiting
Oh, the possibilities Oh, I

It could, it could be that simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just so simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
You're in a haze
It's just a phase
You know this maze
Is as simple as it seems

We could talk all day
About your eccentricities
What I mean to say
Oh, is that I need you listen please
And focus on life's simplicities
So don't be afraid to strip it away
Cause at the end of the day
It's still as simple as it seems

It is all so simple
Just deal with it

I don't wanna be like you.

'I saw a spider
I didn't scream
Cause I can belch the alpahbet
just double dog dare me'

I don't wanna be one of your people.
Y'all are just fucking rude.
And if you can't sense personal space.
Well then, I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!

'And I chose gutiar over ballet
and I'd take these suckers down
cause they just get in my way.'

And if you can't care for people.
Stay fucking far away from me.
I just don't wanna be near you anymore.
You're obnoxious, rude, and I didn't invite you.

I <3 KATY PERRY!

Let it snow.

I know what I want..
I WANT SINGAPORE TO SNOW!!
I WANNA BE SKINNY AND FIT!!
I WANNA WEAR A TRENCH COAT!!
ROAR!!

I DON'T CARE IF ANYONE ELSE IS..
I WANNA BE THEM..
ROAR!!

Where will I ever end up

Maybe near him?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

this sucks..
back from Japan and I had to go for band..
but i realised it was up to 1pm..
so technically..
If i left for band..
I'll reach there ard 12.45?
so technically..
I didn't leave home..
roar..

anyways..
I hate going for band in the hols..
i mean..
technically..
I have to travel for almost more than an hour there..
just to practise for next year's SYF..
i mean..
is fame and fortune really everything?
I don't mind not getting gold for SYF..
I mean..
I'm not power hungry..
I just do it to fit in..
but I don't wanna fit in with these people..
I wanna fit in with people like Garrett..
Or MX..
no worries in the world..
and if they do..
I'll solve 'em..
=DD

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I bet my life and your's are different..
even if i like both sides of the party..
I just..
find it enjoying..
having people of the same interests..
and the interest itself..

although they find us to be friends..
I feel more than just friends..
it's just the way i am..
and although i feel that way..
I dont know when to tell them..
or him..
=X..

u may already noe how i feel..
and what i am..
but i don't care..
and if these get's to them..
I don't care..
he'll noe sooner or later..
I wish i still could see him..
but that time has passed..
and we regretted not making use of that time..

I sincerely miss him..

Truth?

Who really needs it?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
MCKEY WINS ANTM!!
W00T!
she was the first one i said would win..
they i changed to marjorie..
but since marj got kicked..
i knew mckey would win..
=D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Stupid waiter..
i was walking pass him to the toilet..
and he was freaking blocking the way..
i said excuse me..
and he still didn't move..
so i squeezed my way pass him..
and tripped over a chair leg..
and fell..
and he still fucking don wan help me..
roar..

What's life without friends.

Much better than having enemies.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm scared..
I'm scared of losing everything..

My life..
My Friends..
My CCA..
My Parents..
My Relatives..
My Grandmother..
MY DREAMS!!

I'm going to write out my dreams in a piece of paper and burn it..
nono..
no burning..
roar!
I'm going to die..
roar..

have nothing to say now..
I'm so bored..

HOLIDAY?!

you have got to be kidding..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this was a fucking waste of time..
bored at home with nothing to for the next ffew weeks before sch starts..
and i realised that people aren't satisfied much..
when there's sch..
they anticipate the hols..
and now that the hols are here..
they anticipate sch..
counting down to how many more days left to sch..
my guess is 43 more days..
=DD..

sian..
i seriously have a feeling I'm gonna be BM..
and i dono what will happen..
MX says maybe..
i wanna be secretary..
but i'll probably end up head QM..
sian..
I've got a few suggesstions..

BM: Marc (to me, he's better in music)
DM: Sarvin (he can command)
Secretary: Me (I can handle stress)
QM: Jonas (He did our QM's job when neither of us were around)
Librarian: Chi Hin (He wants it so badly and i can so see all the saxophonists getting a post)
UM: Hou Keat (Done it before, might as well do it again)
Flute SL: Kenny
Sax SL: Sarvin or Marc
Clarinet SL: Sean
Bass SL: Paul
Double Reeds SL: Zhuan Yu
Trumpet SL: Nicholas
Trombone SL: NATHAN!! (biasness =D) maybe Dominic
FH SL: Wei Le or Alexius again
Eupho SL: Ajmil
Percussion SL: Evan

watch me be wrong..
=D
sian sian sian..
wha cha gonna do?

This sums it all

Life hurts whenever you least expect it..
I'm sorry to have forced the person..
I shouldn't have been controlling him..
and now he's gone..
not gonna see him again...
for a long time..

well..
just had a talk with colin..
he's worried if O levels are gonna be hard..
he said his father would send him abroad to aussie if he doesn't get into a JC..
roar..
and we won't see him for a long time..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
today was another day of 11 hour band..
they played soccer in the morning..
i couldn't coz my ankle's aching when i walk to fast..
(it still is.. and my tummy hurts too..
think it was that stupid shrimp dumpling for dinner..)
urgh..
i dono what i'm gonna do tomoro..
i can't do footdrills much..
and i can't stamp my feet..
luckily today no one saw..
so i passed..

but it hurts like hell..
i don't wanna fall in tomoro..
it seriously hurt like hell now..
don think it'll feel better by tomoro..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm gonna screw tomoro over..
i seriously hate going early in the morning..
and march..
sweat..
well..
i don't mind sweating..
but it hurts just standing so stupidly straight..
so i've decided..
not to fall in tomoro for freaking 2 hours..

I hate my *DDB!

*move each letter down one..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we were made to run..
well..
first..
we were being chased..
catching..
zZz..
i was the first one to run..
then i nvr got caught..
..
then we were made to run down in a min..
only six of us made it in time..
then we were made to run one round..
and those later were made to run 2..
=D..
and so again..
first one to leave..

arh..
then band time..
my body ached whenever i sit down for too long..
then there was lunch..
didn't eat..
i was talking to gabby, chun kiat, marvin and jonas..
marvin was playing with a ball of bluetack..
=D
and i played with it afterwards..
rolling them into a square..
and throwing it at chun kiat..
he hates that..
haha..

then when mr lin came..
we play play play..
then there was a break of 30 min..
ken ken slept for 45 min..
=X..
then he scold me for not waking him up..
tsk..
always my fault..
well..

that wasn't why i hate it..
it's because of the lame games we played..
sian..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I fell down from the bus just now..
and now i can't freaking walk properly..
so i doubt i can march/run/jog/briskwalk/pump/do situps..
roar!!
damn the bus..
well..
gonna sleep le..
byebye

I WANNA MOVE IT MOVE IT!

I've watched Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa..
it was funny..
=DD

i've had it..
I have to say this..
I HATE CHINA PEOPLE!!
roar!!
they think the own the world..
tsk..
if u're in singapore..
only singaporeans own singapore..
and the way u talk..
although it's chinese..
we can't freaking understand u much..

anyways..
on to the Singapore's Bienalle..
fucking idiotic..
have to pay money..
might as well go free museums..
tsk..
want people see..
have to pay..
that's not what i want..
call me cheapskate..
but that's the way we singaporeans work..

tomoro's band practise is absurd..
8am to 7pm..
for 3 days..
coz i not staying over on wed night..

so bored right now..
i shld go play GB with mx then..
I wanna be a fashion designer..
if only my drawing was better..
if not..
art/fashion photography is another option..
=D

Life's not getting better

I'm in a dilemma..
I freaking hate band camp..
I don wanna freaking stay over..
I don wanna freaking march..
and most of all..
I FREAKING HATE THE GAMES WE'RE GONNA PLAY!!
roar!
coz band's just overly freaking LAME!
what cha gonna do to anyone who doesn't like playing soccer..
you gonna freaking force us?
then i QUIT!
Who's gonna stop us..
we can decide to not do anything we want, unless we know it's our fault..
like pumping..
I realised pumping makes people feel more powerful..
but to me..
I feel sympathy..
and I know you don wan sympathy coming out from the person ordering you..
that's y i try to push the ordering to other people..
that's y i wish i get secretary next year..
and wish there were 2..
and Jonas can help out with QM..

my prediction based on personality..
would surely be wrong..
coz I'm very good at being wrong 83.90284% of the time..
(only one thing that actually happened in my life was..
when i had to put the target mark for my English paper..
I knew 100.00% of that time i would get that exact mark..
and separate marks for each section..)
so if u make me fill in a probability worksheet based on general knowledge and surrounding and personality..
I would get it wrong almost 90% of the time..
so I'm not gonna put up who i think might get what..
until i have the perfect time..
..

Nothing's getting better these days..
and although i don believe in horoscopes..
I slightly keep them at the side of my head..
reading it on friendster/newspapers/magazines each morning..
then when the opportunity arises at that awkward moment..
I initiate to superstition overdrive..
and it appears to be somehow or another true..
=X..
i've been decluded of conversation from him ytd and today..
after what happened ytd..
and how sorry i feel..
but it's all abt him to me..
well..
if it's abt him though..
so yea..
tmr i can include myself in..
unless he tells me not to..
which i wish he doesnt..
coz i feel sooooo bored..

think my parents and i are gonna watch Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa..
I just like saying out the full title..
at least i care for the full title..
i appreciate that these people come out and think up of a title..
no matter how retarde/lame/long they are..
like Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events..
wish they would come out with more of that series..
roar!..
they only did book one to book three..
and the other 10 books were a joy to read..
and now that it's over..
I've got nothing to read..
so it's on the Artemis Fowl..
i think that one has..
er..
5 books??
no wait..
6 books..
including Artemis Fowl, Artemis Fowl: The arctic Incident, Artemis Fowl: The Eternity Code, Artemis Fowl: The Opal Deception, Artemis Fowl: The Lost Colony and Artemis Fowl: The Time Paradox..
Lend me any other interesting books to read..
COZ I'M BORED OF THE SAME AUTHOR!!
I also like comics..
Garfield, Baby Blues, FoxTrot, Mutts..

I just wonder if management were more into people's feelings..
and not personal interest..
i don wanna say i hate people who don speak from their heart..
coz it's a way of deception..
and is always the great friendship saver..
as i once said before..
secrets are what make perfect people perfect..
and i seriously don wanna rant abt secrets again..
search thru my main blog..
although i think it's too long ago..

so I'm off now..
this filled up an hour of my time..
=D

Watch it with me!

I've been watching this great Jap Drama Galileo..
It's about this Police Investigator solving not only crimes but uncovering new things anout Physics..
=D..
and a scientiat who helps her..
Professor Galileo..
=D..
search it on CrunchyRill..

it's sorta nice..
how I try to uncover the crime slowly before they do..
like gathering all the clues then piecing them together..
I got it correct..
but sometimes one important part is missing..
or one part is wrong..
rawr!!

Have you ever seen me cry?

I've cried too much today..
First at Marjorie..
she got eliminated..

then it's that show on Chn 8, Life Transformers..
this 50 year old mother still taking care of her mentally disabled son..
and when Quan Yi Feng was cleaning her house..
she wiped her clean off her sweat..
it was so touching..
I cried again..

then i cried after watching the last episode of Friends..
gonna truly miss them..
*sob*..

now I'm entirely bored with nothing to do but just continue with Puzzle Quest..
played Gunz at noon with Paul..
he sucks like hell..
meh heh heh..
I ruled!
he hates using guns..
and uses the sword even though i'm killing him to death..
=D..
so much fun..

now i'm reading Off Centre..
and Mastering Unseen Poetry i found in my sister's old textbooks box..
=P
next years gonna suck real bad..
and i hope i get nothing but good grades..
if not i'm seriously gonna cut off all communications and just study like an owl..
roar..

angel understand no mercy~

WAKE UP!

I woke up at ard 6.40 today..
went to the airport to fetch my mum..
she was on a business trip in dubai..
had breakfast..
at BK..
then went home and sleep and sleep and sleep somemore..
did nothing much really..
just watched a few episode of friends and The Suite Life..
I've been watching this for a long time already..
=D..
quite wonderful..
=D..

MX tell me go watch Galileo?
some kinda investigating of crime using physics..
Attention Please Sydney Special de Subbed version not out yet..

Singing The Ting Ting's Keep Your Head..
WHOO!!

I LOVE THE SUN!!

When it's raining and VERY VERY VERY cloudy!..

Today was about to rain..
So i left the house earlier than expected..
and obviously..
reached sch very early..
so i decided to go to Serangoon Central to eat breakfast..
=D..
They sell the freshest veges in the morning..
anyways..
band band band..
bored bored bored..
no band on thurs btw..
dono why..
but yea..

after band..
went to eat dinner with Jonas, Emmanuel and Apple..
TSK..
Apple tried tricking Emmanuel..
so bad..
luckily i was there to fix his brain..
now I'm bored..

CLEAN!!

I've been cleaning my shelf..
=D..
It looks organised..
=D..
it still looks crammed..
but at least everything's in boxes on my shelf..
=DD..

Tomoro gonna go band..
then eat Dinner with Rong Rong Kor Kor..
I'm too bored not to ignore..
but i don wanna ignore..
=D..

ON TO LEVEL 55 ON ZAHADA!!
WHEEE!!

Whoops..

I just realised it's past mid night..
and i forgot to post..

Nothing interesting actually happened today..
=P..
watched HSM3..
I WANT IT ALL!!..
=DD

I realised something today..
If you watched something..
and watch it again..
The thing should be going faster than before..
it's just like you noe whatever is going to come back again..
and u're really anticipating the funny parts..
=D

Change..

Woke up at 10..
My Dad was vacuuming..
so loud..

I then have been surfing the net..
Continued on with Zahada..
I've finished with Phase 1..
now up to Phase 2..
Level 54..
I need help here..
=D..
I don get what all these people are hinting about..
aww..
my head hurt..

I then went out for lunch..
ate fish & chips at SRC..
then Shannon called and Masterclass was cancelled..
so my Dad and I went to Raffle's City to buy newspapers..
and decided to sit and drink coffee..
I had Iced Passion Fruit Tea..

Came back and chatted with shengsheng..
=DD..
He brought me back to deviantART..
Then i made a new friend..
I gotta work my photography/fashion/building designs..
YAY!!
something fun to do..
wish i could picture well too..
gotta shave my moustache off..
*cries*..
=P

Tomoro I'm gonna watch a movie with my cousin..
WHEE!!
going to eat lunch at Pizza Huts first..
then watch the movie at 2.20..

cya!

Feeling bored?

Here's a cure to ur boredom..
=DD
Zahada
=DD
It's an online Riddle..
where u have to answer each Riddle/Level by changing the URL of the page..
the clues are given everywhere..
the first level would be abit difficult for some..
but the challenge is to not overthink everything..
and sometimes..
outside the box..
things come pretty obvious though..
so..
don waste too much time thinking..
unless ur really stuck..
ask me for help..
till 44 only though..
i'm stuck there..
=DD

nothing can go right..

I'm bored again..
zZz..
feels like everything's going to fall apart soon..
soon..
It's coming up..
And I'll be best as the Ghoul i originally am..
beware of who u anger..
the fairy queen's gonna come after you..
or the Zombie prince's minions are coming after you..
or that Unicorn LA (leader's association) is gonna hunt u down and trample you..

so now..
I've nothing to do but watch Friends or The Suite Life of Zack and Cody..
bye!

Bye

My mum left for Dubai ytd.. at 4pm..
miss her already..
but she has to..
just to get a higher paying job..
anyways..
I have nothing to write..
coz that's the only thing that happened today..
so yea..
bye!

blehs..

nothing to do..
sian..
bored bored bored..

Paranoia..

I GIVE UP!!
I've pushed my plans way too much..
and now i have to push it further coz of sch..
I GUESS NOT!!

but i have to because I'm falling ill..
*blehs*..
can't stop vomiting and sneezing..
fever is in too..
it's almost a surprise to how i have to energy to even be awake right now..
my heads gonna explode..
so i guess i better go slp now..

don think band will ever help me get better at all..
not that i hate band..
i hate how much band practices a week there is..
and how long each one is..
and the not-sticking-to-the-time thing..
urgh..
if it says 4.30..
I WANNA LEAVE AT 4.30!!
AND NOT MARCH AT 4.30 TILL 5PM..
URGH!!!
I noe marching's important..
but don do it ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!

rawr!!

Today had band performance..
Stupid SM wasn't there to see us..
then got free goodie bag..
but can only take at 12nn..
so we just left without anything..

I think i appeared sad while playing the pieces..
I had lots of things on my mind..
and i was paranoid..
people might think it was because i was sad or something..
Well..
No one knew much..
coz I wasn't sociable to outside the frequency..
so yea..
I was just paranoid..
can't say for what reason though..

Anyways..
Was supposed to have watched HSM3 today..
I have this urge to watch it before watching the DVD..
unlike 1 and 2..
zZz..
so yea..
but my cousin was overseas at JB..
so we didn't go..
and so..
my mum and i went to buy my Sch books at popular..
Wish everything is exactly what they make us buy..
coz popular, although good, can't be trusted fully though..
I bought my Home Ec textbook and workbook from them..
and they were not what was in the book list..
GRAWH GRAWH GRAWH!!
I know it's not their fault..
but i still was angry..
DD=

Then i was smsing Chun Chun Kor Kor for a while..
he says he has a Girl..
but I'm still trying to figure out who..

so tired today..
i shld really start exercising again..
since the exams started..
I haven't been exercising much..
but there's no one to exercise with..
so it's kinda boring..
=O

well..
that's all up to now..
reading thru my Physics book..
since it's my most hated subject..
might as well start getting it through..
*yawn*

Nothing better to do today..

I had nothing better to do today..
actually..
I have plenty of better things to do..
but i dono what to do..

I could have gone and spent hours with my friends..
but they have no time..

I could have gone out and spent hours spending time with Wei Wei Korkor..
He's birthday today..
but i think he's busy spending time with his family/other friends..

I could be talking to Brendan/Desusu right now..
But I have nothing to talk to him about..

I could have gone and watch a movie with my cousin..
but I didn't noe what time she was free..
so i didn't call her..

GRAWH!!
I'm so paranoid..
I guess i have to forgive Wei Wei Korkor for not being online to celebrate his birthday..
guess he was tired..
or he went out partying..
but I've been super clinging on to him for like..
a week..

and now i'm bored already..
coz I've been talking to Desusu..
but since Terence came on..
Desusu hasn't been responsive..
and now..
Ter Ter Kor Kor now Mr Sleepy Head le..
and now..
Rong Rong Kor Kor came on..
and tells me some news..
and now.. I'm confused..
=DD

so that's what's up till now..
and btw..
I LOVE MASTERCLASSES!!
HAHA!!

BORED!!

Today was boring as ever..
but we got out of bringing down percussion instruments by making a mess in the QM cupboard..
and Yeow tong and I were clearing it up..
=DD..
wasting time..

Watched ANTM cycle 11 episode 10 today..
17th century Pirates with a mordern twist..
=DD
McKey got her number one picture..
=DD
but i think only because of what she wore at judging..
=DD..

can't wait any longer..
GET HERE RIGHT NOW!!

BORING!!!

Band..
BORING AS EVER..
nothing to do..
just play, play, play...
that's all we really do..
wish i hadn't joined band in primary school..
or at least didn't go to this sch..
yawn..

wish they had better choices of ccas..

roar..

Today was boring..
woke up early just to get my streaming results..
did better than last year..
got into Bio class..
so it's abnormal..
=DD
If i got PoA..
I'll be a normal person envying the higher class..
but..
hmph..
one less worry to get out..
*ph*ew more to get on..
GRAWH!!
I'm afraid of what it'll be like next year..
competition will be tougher..
competeting against the top in the sch??
I don think so..
these people got in coz they're lucky their better chose another class..
getting them a space in this..
GRAWH!!..
Now I'm in the same class as Garrett Kor..
=DD..
hope I'll do well..
*slams door and runs away from the clown in the hall*

Bored

didn't sleep much..
now I'm just bored..
going out later though..
so waiting..
=DD..
Watched ANTM le..
No new pics on the main blog coz there wasn't pictures for the commercials they did..
=PP

Nothing much

Nothing much happened today..
I read The High Lord finished while the whole class were watching Mr Bean in Chinese..
=DD
I read thru chinese and history..
then played cards during Maths..
then we had recess at 10.15..
missed lit..
then spring cleaning at 10.50 to 11.30
then played murderer till 12..
=DD
so fun..

well..
band typically sucked today..
mrs chang gave a talk about what ever was coming on these couple of months..
=DD
and i hate to admit it..
but I really wanna avoid the percussion..
but i can't..
they're in charge now..
GRAWH!!

ROAR!!

nothing much happened today..
we watch Gremlins during 2nd Eng period..
and POTC dead man's chest during VE..
DS and JH were acting some kind of awards ceremony at the back of the class..
then Wesley and OPG too..
=DD
well..
we were having fun anyways..
=DD

What to do??

I seriously hate the percussion more and more everyday..
and today it went up even more than usual..
coz pride is one reason..
=DD
Colin Francis De Souza SUCKS!!
=DD
but I'm not gonna rant about the percussions..
since i'll be wasting my energy..
they're not worth it..
so don bother..
=DD

Laze

Today..
all we did was sit aroud and play Bluff..
=DD
I was the first to win mostly all the games 1st..
=DD
then..
yea..
pretty much nothing happened..
just wondering what I'm gonna do for the 3 hour wait for band tomoro..
=DD

WHEEE!!

Nat just told me he taking geog next year..
instead of history..
=DD
well..
I just hope i can take Bio next year..
and maybe if i can..
i can take French..
=DD

GRAWH!!

I've decided..
to keep my nick as Destrinity..
=DD

Well..
here's my early new years resolution:
1. to actually keep to my resolution
2. to turn VEGAN!! (full-time {no seafood!!})
3. to run at least 2 rounds around my school everyday
4. to convince people to join me in running
5. to avoid the new management of hell (you have to know me to noe what this means)
6. to stop playing computer games 100%
7. to study hard and teach others
8. to always have a single digit in class ranking (even 10 is not accepted)
9. to always stay double digit in level ranking (and maybe under 80)
10. did i mention to keep to my resolution

I may be starting #2, #5 and #7 on mid november, or december.
#3 and #6 are hard to keep, but i have to since it's part of #1 and #10.
#4 is hard if non of u are cooperative, or lazy for that matter.
#8 and #9 is the most important, since if I'm going to the top class in sec3,
most of the people are extremely hardworking and intelligent..
GRAWH!!
so that's it..
=D
I have to continue to strive and improve my memory..
and determination, willingness..
must be steadfast and headstrong..
i cannot let everyone, but most importantly, me, down..
GRAWH!!!!!

WHEE!!

I'm in top 10 in my class..
number 8..
from number 9 in SA1..
Colin got 15 this year..
we were always one rank away..
now he's 7 ranks away..
GRAWH!!
coz he failed maths and science SA2..

well..
I calculated..
If I'm in the bottom of all the 8's in the whole level of express classes..
I'll be ranked 48..
but i doubt it'll be that..
since last year and last semester i was..
7 : 76
9 : 73

but it seems that SA1..
people dropped alot..
coz last years number 9 was 100++??
I dono..
so i might be in top 50

I hate you all!!

I feel confused..
about the streaming..
I dono what it means..
like..
if they say they give you 3 choices..
but only one from each combination??
huh..
anyways..
i better go see the thing again..
bye for now!!
=D

MY LIFE!!

My results are all out..
AND I'M HAPPY (not overjoyed) !!
=D
Maths is 74.5..
but cher round up to 75..
=D..
A1 for maths!!

Science i got 67..
but i'll wish for overall A2 at least..

Chinese as u noe..
failed..
by 0.5 marks..
but i passed overall with 52%..
=D..

Geog i got 70.5
overall will get A2..
history got 55/80..
overall A2..

Art 61.2..
overall B3 or A2..

English dono overall..
but i did good..
didn't fail a single thing..
=D..
so it's B4/B3 ard there..
=D

EXAM!!

RESULTS!!
=D..
i failed SA2 chinese..
but passed overall..
geog got 70.5
hist got 55/80..
60% for lit
75++% for home ec
61.2 for art..
thats all..
the rest is tomoro..
=D

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Today went bowling with Shaun, Wang, Nat and BryY..
=D..
I striked the 10th round twice and scored a 9 for the third..
F*** larhs..
I always like that..
strike first 2 then 9..
T.T

=D..
well..
funfunfunfun~~
let's all play Trickster!!
who ever plays add me in fantasy isle..
wittlesheepy
tell me who u are before u add..
=D

BORED!!

officially..
I'M BORED AGAIN!!!
GRAWH!!!
NOTHING TO DO BUT READ/PLAY..
I wanna go out with someone..
go bowling/skating/archery or something..
watch a movie??

Exams are over already..
so let's go play!!
NOW!!!

Love all we can

We have to make use of our time we have free now..
so let's go play!!
NOW!!
Not online games..
but going out to play..
at arcades..
bowling..
archery..
ANYWHERE!!
GO NOW!!
PLS!!

PS. We have to plan and settle everyone first..
but that'll be easy..
=D

Hello

Well..
this extra blog here..
is just for fun..
post whatever u like..
=D..
i'm just uber bored..
so this is a skin test blog too..
=D