Paranoia..

I GIVE UP!!
I've pushed my plans way too much..
and now i have to push it further coz of sch..
I GUESS NOT!!

but i have to because I'm falling ill..
*blehs*..
can't stop vomiting and sneezing..
fever is in too..
it's almost a surprise to how i have to energy to even be awake right now..
my heads gonna explode..
so i guess i better go slp now..

don think band will ever help me get better at all..
not that i hate band..
i hate how much band practices a week there is..
and how long each one is..
and the not-sticking-to-the-time thing..
urgh..
if it says 4.30..
I WANNA LEAVE AT 4.30!!
AND NOT MARCH AT 4.30 TILL 5PM..
URGH!!!
I noe marching's important..
but don do it ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!