This sums it all

Life hurts whenever you least expect it..
I'm sorry to have forced the person..
I shouldn't have been controlling him..
and now he's gone..
not gonna see him again...
for a long time..

well..
just had a talk with colin..
he's worried if O levels are gonna be hard..
he said his father would send him abroad to aussie if he doesn't get into a JC..
roar..
and we won't see him for a long time..
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today was another day of 11 hour band..
they played soccer in the morning..
i couldn't coz my ankle's aching when i walk to fast..
(it still is.. and my tummy hurts too..
think it was that stupid shrimp dumpling for dinner..)
urgh..
i dono what i'm gonna do tomoro..
i can't do footdrills much..
and i can't stamp my feet..
luckily today no one saw..
so i passed..

but it hurts like hell..
i don't wanna fall in tomoro..
it seriously hurt like hell now..
don think it'll feel better by tomoro..
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I'm gonna screw tomoro over..
i seriously hate going early in the morning..
and march..
sweat..
well..
i don't mind sweating..
but it hurts just standing so stupidly straight..
so i've decided..
not to fall in tomoro for freaking 2 hours..