You're cold and I'm HOT!

I'm up and you're down..

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Another one falling for it..

i think 11 people..

now I'm bored..

and now Jonas's angry..

coz i told him i wanna join Singapore National Youth Orchestra..

or Philharmonic Youth Winds..

and he said i shld join Sembawang Symphonic Winds..

and now he's angry coz he keeps telling me to join and i keep saying i don't wanna..

and now I'm confused..

coz I'm angry AND sad..

and lonely..

and well..

just plain fucking annoyed..

I'm gonna go die now..

and slow and painful death..

that might last for less than 100 years..

and more than ard 60+ years..

URH!!

I think I've used up all my resources to stop them from getting..

angry/emo/lonely..

and now that I'm all three..

I've no one to turn to..

and I think if i keep helping them..

I'll just hurt myself more..