Where will I ever end up

Maybe near him?
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this sucks..
back from Japan and I had to go for band..
but i realised it was up to 1pm..
so technically..
If i left for band..
I'll reach there ard 12.45?
so technically..
I didn't leave home..
roar..

anyways..
I hate going for band in the hols..
i mean..
technically..
I have to travel for almost more than an hour there..
just to practise for next year's SYF..
i mean..
is fame and fortune really everything?
I don't mind not getting gold for SYF..
I mean..
I'm not power hungry..
I just do it to fit in..
but I don't wanna fit in with these people..
I wanna fit in with people like Garrett..
Or MX..
no worries in the world..
and if they do..
I'll solve 'em..
=DD

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I bet my life and your's are different..
even if i like both sides of the party..
I just..
find it enjoying..
having people of the same interests..
and the interest itself..

although they find us to be friends..
I feel more than just friends..
it's just the way i am..
and although i feel that way..
I dont know when to tell them..
or him..
=X..

u may already noe how i feel..
and what i am..
but i don't care..
and if these get's to them..
I don't care..
he'll noe sooner or later..
I wish i still could see him..
but that time has passed..
and we regretted not making use of that time..

I sincerely miss him..