Truth?

Who really needs it?
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MCKEY WINS ANTM!!
W00T!
she was the first one i said would win..
they i changed to marjorie..
but since marj got kicked..
i knew mckey would win..
=D
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Stupid waiter..
i was walking pass him to the toilet..
and he was freaking blocking the way..
i said excuse me..
and he still didn't move..
so i squeezed my way pass him..
and tripped over a chair leg..
and fell..
and he still fucking don wan help me..
roar..

What's life without friends.

Much better than having enemies.
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I'm scared..
I'm scared of losing everything..

My life..
My Friends..
My CCA..
My Parents..
My Relatives..
My Grandmother..
MY DREAMS!!

I'm going to write out my dreams in a piece of paper and burn it..
nono..
no burning..
roar!
I'm going to die..
roar..

have nothing to say now..
I'm so bored..

HOLIDAY?!

you have got to be kidding..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this was a fucking waste of time..
bored at home with nothing to for the next ffew weeks before sch starts..
and i realised that people aren't satisfied much..
when there's sch..
they anticipate the hols..
and now that the hols are here..
they anticipate sch..
counting down to how many more days left to sch..
my guess is 43 more days..
=DD..

sian..
i seriously have a feeling I'm gonna be BM..
and i dono what will happen..
MX says maybe..
i wanna be secretary..
but i'll probably end up head QM..
sian..
I've got a few suggesstions..

BM: Marc (to me, he's better in music)
DM: Sarvin (he can command)
Secretary: Me (I can handle stress)
QM: Jonas (He did our QM's job when neither of us were around)
Librarian: Chi Hin (He wants it so badly and i can so see all the saxophonists getting a post)
UM: Hou Keat (Done it before, might as well do it again)
Flute SL: Kenny
Sax SL: Sarvin or Marc
Clarinet SL: Sean
Bass SL: Paul
Double Reeds SL: Zhuan Yu
Trumpet SL: Nicholas
Trombone SL: NATHAN!! (biasness =D) maybe Dominic
FH SL: Wei Le or Alexius again
Eupho SL: Ajmil
Percussion SL: Evan

watch me be wrong..
=D
sian sian sian..
wha cha gonna do?

This sums it all

Life hurts whenever you least expect it..
I'm sorry to have forced the person..
I shouldn't have been controlling him..
and now he's gone..
not gonna see him again...
for a long time..

well..
just had a talk with colin..
he's worried if O levels are gonna be hard..
he said his father would send him abroad to aussie if he doesn't get into a JC..
roar..
and we won't see him for a long time..
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today was another day of 11 hour band..
they played soccer in the morning..
i couldn't coz my ankle's aching when i walk to fast..
(it still is.. and my tummy hurts too..
think it was that stupid shrimp dumpling for dinner..)
urgh..
i dono what i'm gonna do tomoro..
i can't do footdrills much..
and i can't stamp my feet..
luckily today no one saw..
so i passed..

but it hurts like hell..
i don't wanna fall in tomoro..
it seriously hurt like hell now..
don think it'll feel better by tomoro..
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I'm gonna screw tomoro over..
i seriously hate going early in the morning..
and march..
sweat..
well..
i don't mind sweating..
but it hurts just standing so stupidly straight..
so i've decided..
not to fall in tomoro for freaking 2 hours..

I hate my *DDB!

*move each letter down one..
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we were made to run..
well..
first..
we were being chased..
catching..
zZz..
i was the first one to run..
then i nvr got caught..
..
then we were made to run down in a min..
only six of us made it in time..
then we were made to run one round..
and those later were made to run 2..
=D..
and so again..
first one to leave..

arh..
then band time..
my body ached whenever i sit down for too long..
then there was lunch..
didn't eat..
i was talking to gabby, chun kiat, marvin and jonas..
marvin was playing with a ball of bluetack..
=D
and i played with it afterwards..
rolling them into a square..
and throwing it at chun kiat..
he hates that..
haha..

then when mr lin came..
we play play play..
then there was a break of 30 min..
ken ken slept for 45 min..
=X..
then he scold me for not waking him up..
tsk..
always my fault..
well..

that wasn't why i hate it..
it's because of the lame games we played..
sian..

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I fell down from the bus just now..
and now i can't freaking walk properly..
so i doubt i can march/run/jog/briskwalk/pump/do situps..
roar!!
damn the bus..
well..
gonna sleep le..
byebye

I WANNA MOVE IT MOVE IT!

I've watched Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa..
it was funny..
=DD

i've had it..
I have to say this..
I HATE CHINA PEOPLE!!
roar!!
they think the own the world..
tsk..
if u're in singapore..
only singaporeans own singapore..
and the way u talk..
although it's chinese..
we can't freaking understand u much..

anyways..
on to the Singapore's Bienalle..
fucking idiotic..
have to pay money..
might as well go free museums..
tsk..
want people see..
have to pay..
that's not what i want..
call me cheapskate..
but that's the way we singaporeans work..

tomoro's band practise is absurd..
8am to 7pm..
for 3 days..
coz i not staying over on wed night..

so bored right now..
i shld go play GB with mx then..
I wanna be a fashion designer..
if only my drawing was better..
if not..
art/fashion photography is another option..
=D

Life's not getting better

I'm in a dilemma..
I freaking hate band camp..
I don wanna freaking stay over..
I don wanna freaking march..
and most of all..
I FREAKING HATE THE GAMES WE'RE GONNA PLAY!!
roar!
coz band's just overly freaking LAME!
what cha gonna do to anyone who doesn't like playing soccer..
you gonna freaking force us?
then i QUIT!
Who's gonna stop us..
we can decide to not do anything we want, unless we know it's our fault..
like pumping..
I realised pumping makes people feel more powerful..
but to me..
I feel sympathy..
and I know you don wan sympathy coming out from the person ordering you..
that's y i try to push the ordering to other people..
that's y i wish i get secretary next year..
and wish there were 2..
and Jonas can help out with QM..

my prediction based on personality..
would surely be wrong..
coz I'm very good at being wrong 83.90284% of the time..
(only one thing that actually happened in my life was..
when i had to put the target mark for my English paper..
I knew 100.00% of that time i would get that exact mark..
and separate marks for each section..)
so if u make me fill in a probability worksheet based on general knowledge and surrounding and personality..
I would get it wrong almost 90% of the time..
so I'm not gonna put up who i think might get what..
until i have the perfect time..
..

Nothing's getting better these days..
and although i don believe in horoscopes..
I slightly keep them at the side of my head..
reading it on friendster/newspapers/magazines each morning..
then when the opportunity arises at that awkward moment..
I initiate to superstition overdrive..
and it appears to be somehow or another true..
=X..
i've been decluded of conversation from him ytd and today..
after what happened ytd..
and how sorry i feel..
but it's all abt him to me..
well..
if it's abt him though..
so yea..
tmr i can include myself in..
unless he tells me not to..
which i wish he doesnt..
coz i feel sooooo bored..

think my parents and i are gonna watch Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa..
I just like saying out the full title..
at least i care for the full title..
i appreciate that these people come out and think up of a title..
no matter how retarde/lame/long they are..
like Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events..
wish they would come out with more of that series..
roar!..
they only did book one to book three..
and the other 10 books were a joy to read..
and now that it's over..
I've got nothing to read..
so it's on the Artemis Fowl..
i think that one has..
er..
5 books??
no wait..
6 books..
including Artemis Fowl, Artemis Fowl: The arctic Incident, Artemis Fowl: The Eternity Code, Artemis Fowl: The Opal Deception, Artemis Fowl: The Lost Colony and Artemis Fowl: The Time Paradox..
Lend me any other interesting books to read..
COZ I'M BORED OF THE SAME AUTHOR!!
I also like comics..
Garfield, Baby Blues, FoxTrot, Mutts..

I just wonder if management were more into people's feelings..
and not personal interest..
i don wanna say i hate people who don speak from their heart..
coz it's a way of deception..
and is always the great friendship saver..
as i once said before..
secrets are what make perfect people perfect..
and i seriously don wanna rant abt secrets again..
search thru my main blog..
although i think it's too long ago..

so I'm off now..
this filled up an hour of my time..
=D

Watch it with me!

I've been watching this great Jap Drama Galileo..
It's about this Police Investigator solving not only crimes but uncovering new things anout Physics..
=D..
and a scientiat who helps her..
Professor Galileo..
=D..
search it on CrunchyRill..

it's sorta nice..
how I try to uncover the crime slowly before they do..
like gathering all the clues then piecing them together..
I got it correct..
but sometimes one important part is missing..
or one part is wrong..
rawr!!

Have you ever seen me cry?

I've cried too much today..
First at Marjorie..
she got eliminated..

then it's that show on Chn 8, Life Transformers..
this 50 year old mother still taking care of her mentally disabled son..
and when Quan Yi Feng was cleaning her house..
she wiped her clean off her sweat..
it was so touching..
I cried again..

then i cried after watching the last episode of Friends..
gonna truly miss them..
*sob*..

now I'm entirely bored with nothing to do but just continue with Puzzle Quest..
played Gunz at noon with Paul..
he sucks like hell..
meh heh heh..
I ruled!
he hates using guns..
and uses the sword even though i'm killing him to death..
=D..
so much fun..

now i'm reading Off Centre..
and Mastering Unseen Poetry i found in my sister's old textbooks box..
=P
next years gonna suck real bad..
and i hope i get nothing but good grades..
if not i'm seriously gonna cut off all communications and just study like an owl..
roar..

angel understand no mercy~

WAKE UP!

I woke up at ard 6.40 today..
went to the airport to fetch my mum..
she was on a business trip in dubai..
had breakfast..
at BK..
then went home and sleep and sleep and sleep somemore..
did nothing much really..
just watched a few episode of friends and The Suite Life..
I've been watching this for a long time already..
=D..
quite wonderful..
=D..

MX tell me go watch Galileo?
some kinda investigating of crime using physics..
Attention Please Sydney Special de Subbed version not out yet..

Singing The Ting Ting's Keep Your Head..
WHOO!!

I LOVE THE SUN!!

When it's raining and VERY VERY VERY cloudy!..

Today was about to rain..
So i left the house earlier than expected..
and obviously..
reached sch very early..
so i decided to go to Serangoon Central to eat breakfast..
=D..
They sell the freshest veges in the morning..
anyways..
band band band..
bored bored bored..
no band on thurs btw..
dono why..
but yea..

after band..
went to eat dinner with Jonas, Emmanuel and Apple..
TSK..
Apple tried tricking Emmanuel..
so bad..
luckily i was there to fix his brain..
now I'm bored..

CLEAN!!

I've been cleaning my shelf..
=D..
It looks organised..
=D..
it still looks crammed..
but at least everything's in boxes on my shelf..
=DD..

Tomoro gonna go band..
then eat Dinner with Rong Rong Kor Kor..
I'm too bored not to ignore..
but i don wanna ignore..
=D..

ON TO LEVEL 55 ON ZAHADA!!
WHEEE!!

Whoops..

I just realised it's past mid night..
and i forgot to post..

Nothing interesting actually happened today..
=P..
watched HSM3..
I WANT IT ALL!!..
=DD

I realised something today..
If you watched something..
and watch it again..
The thing should be going faster than before..
it's just like you noe whatever is going to come back again..
and u're really anticipating the funny parts..
=D

Change..

Woke up at 10..
My Dad was vacuuming..
so loud..

I then have been surfing the net..
Continued on with Zahada..
I've finished with Phase 1..
now up to Phase 2..
Level 54..
I need help here..
=D..
I don get what all these people are hinting about..
aww..
my head hurt..

I then went out for lunch..
ate fish & chips at SRC..
then Shannon called and Masterclass was cancelled..
so my Dad and I went to Raffle's City to buy newspapers..
and decided to sit and drink coffee..
I had Iced Passion Fruit Tea..

Came back and chatted with shengsheng..
=DD..
He brought me back to deviantART..
Then i made a new friend..
I gotta work my photography/fashion/building designs..
YAY!!
something fun to do..
wish i could picture well too..
gotta shave my moustache off..
*cries*..
=P

Tomoro I'm gonna watch a movie with my cousin..
WHEE!!
going to eat lunch at Pizza Huts first..
then watch the movie at 2.20..

cya!

Feeling bored?

Here's a cure to ur boredom..
=DD
Zahada
=DD
It's an online Riddle..
where u have to answer each Riddle/Level by changing the URL of the page..
the clues are given everywhere..
the first level would be abit difficult for some..
but the challenge is to not overthink everything..
and sometimes..
outside the box..
things come pretty obvious though..
so..
don waste too much time thinking..
unless ur really stuck..
ask me for help..
till 44 only though..
i'm stuck there..
=DD

nothing can go right..

I'm bored again..
zZz..
feels like everything's going to fall apart soon..
soon..
It's coming up..
And I'll be best as the Ghoul i originally am..
beware of who u anger..
the fairy queen's gonna come after you..
or the Zombie prince's minions are coming after you..
or that Unicorn LA (leader's association) is gonna hunt u down and trample you..

so now..
I've nothing to do but watch Friends or The Suite Life of Zack and Cody..
bye!

Bye

My mum left for Dubai ytd.. at 4pm..
miss her already..
but she has to..
just to get a higher paying job..
anyways..
I have nothing to write..
coz that's the only thing that happened today..
so yea..
bye!

blehs..

nothing to do..
sian..
bored bored bored..

Paranoia..

I GIVE UP!!
I've pushed my plans way too much..
and now i have to push it further coz of sch..
I GUESS NOT!!

but i have to because I'm falling ill..
*blehs*..
can't stop vomiting and sneezing..
fever is in too..
it's almost a surprise to how i have to energy to even be awake right now..
my heads gonna explode..
so i guess i better go slp now..

don think band will ever help me get better at all..
not that i hate band..
i hate how much band practices a week there is..
and how long each one is..
and the not-sticking-to-the-time thing..
urgh..
if it says 4.30..
I WANNA LEAVE AT 4.30!!
AND NOT MARCH AT 4.30 TILL 5PM..
URGH!!!
I noe marching's important..
but don do it ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!

rawr!!

Today had band performance..
Stupid SM wasn't there to see us..
then got free goodie bag..
but can only take at 12nn..
so we just left without anything..

I think i appeared sad while playing the pieces..
I had lots of things on my mind..
and i was paranoid..
people might think it was because i was sad or something..
Well..
No one knew much..
coz I wasn't sociable to outside the frequency..
so yea..
I was just paranoid..
can't say for what reason though..

Anyways..
Was supposed to have watched HSM3 today..
I have this urge to watch it before watching the DVD..
unlike 1 and 2..
zZz..
so yea..
but my cousin was overseas at JB..
so we didn't go..
and so..
my mum and i went to buy my Sch books at popular..
Wish everything is exactly what they make us buy..
coz popular, although good, can't be trusted fully though..
I bought my Home Ec textbook and workbook from them..
and they were not what was in the book list..
GRAWH GRAWH GRAWH!!
I know it's not their fault..
but i still was angry..
DD=

Then i was smsing Chun Chun Kor Kor for a while..
he says he has a Girl..
but I'm still trying to figure out who..

so tired today..
i shld really start exercising again..
since the exams started..
I haven't been exercising much..
but there's no one to exercise with..
so it's kinda boring..
=O

well..
that's all up to now..
reading thru my Physics book..
since it's my most hated subject..
might as well start getting it through..
*yawn*

Nothing better to do today..

I had nothing better to do today..
actually..
I have plenty of better things to do..
but i dono what to do..

I could have gone and spent hours with my friends..
but they have no time..

I could have gone out and spent hours spending time with Wei Wei Korkor..
He's birthday today..
but i think he's busy spending time with his family/other friends..

I could be talking to Brendan/Desusu right now..
But I have nothing to talk to him about..

I could have gone and watch a movie with my cousin..
but I didn't noe what time she was free..
so i didn't call her..

GRAWH!!
I'm so paranoid..
I guess i have to forgive Wei Wei Korkor for not being online to celebrate his birthday..
guess he was tired..
or he went out partying..
but I've been super clinging on to him for like..
a week..

and now i'm bored already..
coz I've been talking to Desusu..
but since Terence came on..
Desusu hasn't been responsive..
and now..
Ter Ter Kor Kor now Mr Sleepy Head le..
and now..
Rong Rong Kor Kor came on..
and tells me some news..
and now.. I'm confused..
=DD

so that's what's up till now..
and btw..
I LOVE MASTERCLASSES!!
HAHA!!