Baby baby, Goodnight and Goodbye to you.

You will talk to me, But I sure won't talk to you.

Dear Hannah by Metro Station.

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I've always been the first.

I don't know why I put myself right there.

Even when you never ever.

Well, not ever.

It took three weeks.

And now.

When I do it again.

I made you angry.

And I know you're never angry at me.

And never will.

But it's my job to make you angry at me.

At least once.

It's gonna be one of my goals.

Dammit.

It's Christmas next week.

And hell look.

I haven't gotten everyone a present.

Let's see what I have in store(age).

I have 4 bars of chocolates.

All ready to be given.

Or maybe 2.

JS and MX.

Then there's 2 special presents I got for 2 special people.

And hope he decides on it soon.

And the other.

Get well before Thursday.

Hopefully can see you earlier.

=X

Then I guess.

I have to get 5 more presents.

For WB, JH, SW, JH and YJ.

And I think there's HW and ZP.

And YY, YP and YR.

The first 2 were the first ones to entertain me when my holidays started.

And have seriously been there.

The 6th and 7th and 8th.

They went to a movie with me.

The 3rd and 5th.

Keepin' me entertained after I came back from Japan.

The last 2.

USELESS PEOPLE.

Never ever done anythin' durin' the hols.

Oh wait.

The 2nd last did bring us to pool.

The last one.

COMPLETELY USELESS!

I guess I need to buy 8 presents.

But only if they see me before Christmas.

If not.

The present is worthless already.

My pov on Christmas presents is.

I only get you a present if it's before christmas eve.

After that.

It's useless.

It has none of my "love" in it.

Well.

I never get anythin' after Christmas.

Just rmbred.

I have to get 2 by tomorrow.

and 2 more.

or one.

or 4.

By christmas eve or Christmas.

those have to count.

coz I'm never gonna see them any time before.

Hopefully.

MAN.

Why must christmas come after I come back from Japan.

And I'm broke.

Coz I put my money that I had before.

In my Unopenable piggy bank.

I'm savin' it for my JC.

All 550 odd dollars.

I have my own aspirations.

And the next time I-

Oh shoot.

I forgot what to write.

Well nvm.

It isn't important anyways.

Nothin' in my life is important to anyone.

I stop.

I'm no longer gonna blog.

It's too borin'.

I'm back to watchin' Ugly Betty.

Goodbye, Goodnight, and forever.

Why should I try when he doesn't even know.