Pissed? Nah. But he is.

This is sadly, dedicated to me ranting about TIRTA MULIA DJAJA PUTRA!

AKA Hypocrite, Big Fat Liar, Asshole.

To reply Tirta:

My mind is as clear as a whistle. I don't have to 'search for a soul' mind you. What I've said and done, I ain't taking it back. I've kept my end of the promise, it's up to you to take the challenge.

Confusion's not my game, and neither is lying. And it's not like you didn't get to find out the truth sooner or later. So what if I've lied to you a million times. If you're saying out friendship's a lie, than good for you huh?

I dare you to harm my friends, like you haven't done that yet. I have the guts to tell you the truth layered with lies. If you want me to spout the truth, I can, but it'll most probably hurt my friends more than you.

Don't you get it? My lies aren't long lasting, and if they are, I'm ready for you to come after me for them.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnd I get DAMN pissed if you don't answer my phone OR sms. Stop saying you don't wanna bother me, I'm so used to having people calling me at 3am just to chat.

Just face it, you can't win, coz I'm not fighting you. But if that's the way you see me, I guess you're the only one.

Like I said at Starbucks. There's always one person you can't please, and one person that no matter how hard you try, still won't hate you. I've already given 14 slots to 14 people being their person that will never get angry at them, and sadly, I've known a majority of them for a shorter period than you, and they've gained my trust. I've tried with you, but your heart's too naive.

I wish you good luck, finding that right person, guy or gal, that you'll trust with your whole life.

GOOD BYE!

RAWRH!

Well well well.

I don't think I can keep this up daily.

I'll just update randomly.

I've got nothing to say.

JUST!!

CAN PEOPLE MAKE UP THEIR MINDS FASTER!?

MEET TO STUDY ALSO GOT SO MANY PROBLEMS!

I JUST WANNA STUDY!

Heartless.

HEYO PEOPLE OF THE BEAUTIFUL WORLD!

[And that spammer on my tagboard from hell.]

It's been over a month since I last posted.

Things came up.

And I had to temporarily let my blog wander.

I'll dedicate this post to my dedicated sexy babe, Kai Lun.

HAHA.

For telling that guy off ytd.

Which I think he's just a little stalker on my blog.

ANYWAYS!

I'M SUPER HYPER TONIGHT.

DON'T KNOW WHY.

AND NOW CRAVIS HAS GOTTEN ME TYPING IN CAPS TOO.

A BIT ANNOYING, BUT I'LL LIVE WITH IT.

I'M GETTING USED TO TYPING WITH ALL MY FINGERS NOW.

SINCE I KEPT USING MY THUMBS ON IPHONE.

HOW YOU GUYS BEEN DOING SINCE?

LET'S SEE WHAT EVENTS WENT DOWN FROM 13TH MAY TO 20TH JUNE.

NOTHING REALLY INTERESTING THAT I CAN RMB.

ONLY

31ST MAY : CHINESE O LEVELS.

OMG! I THINK I CONFIRM WON'T GET ABOVE A B.

T.T

MY GRANDMA WENT INTO HOSPITAL TOO.

THAT WAS JUST SAD.

BUT NOW SHE'S BETTER, DON'T WORRY.

=D

11TH JUNE : VJC AUDITION.

SCREWED UP BIG TIME.

MET BEN IN THE MORNING.

HE WAS FIRST.

I WAS SECOND.

THEN GO HOME, SHLEEEEEEP.

LALALALA.

OK, I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO WRITE ANYTHING ELSE HERE.

LAST TUESDAY'S OUTING TIRED ME OUT UNTIL NOW.

=D

BEST OUTING I EVER HAD.

POOR JEREMY. =D

Limujine, champagne, bling bling, jewelry chain.

Nareul weonhae mogi mein geureon namja, oh no.

Like the Beginning by T-Ara.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If there's one thing I know.

DON'T ANYHOW TOUCH HAN WEI!

BLOODY HELL!

DON'T TOUCH HIM AT ALL!

xP

AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!!!!

REN! OMGOMGOMG!

THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE~!

BUT I FORGET THEIR NAMES ALREADY!

OMGOMGOMG!

NVM!

FIRST EPISODE IS LIKE THAT!

I DON'T LIKE ANGELEA!

RAWRH!

=

I have nothing to say, but I just wanna talk to you.

Coz you're my best best best friend. =D

Okay.

I've never said anything about this.

But I've kept it long enough in me.

KEITH IS MY FRIEND!

SO IF YOU KNOW WHAT'S BEST FOR YOU!

STOP BEING SURPRISED I'M HIS FRIEND.

BUT I'M SERIOUSLY HOLDING ALL THOSE COMMENTS IN.

BUT IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT.

TOO BAD FOR YOU.

Ok.

And I hate most of my teachers.

Well.

2 only.

SS and Bio.

YES!

I HATE MY BIO TEACHER!

I don't care if she's gonna find it out.

Whatever I put in my blog.

I have no regrets.

I'm no longer gonna talk to my juniors who are backstabbers.

JUNIORSSSS!

THAT MEANS YOU TWO, CORNELIUS AND ROY!

YES! YOU TWO!

BACKSTABBING BITCHES!

It's been ages since I said it.

AND OMG!

Stop asking why you're so unliked.

Change your attitude first.

Thanks. =D

Don't cry for me Argentina,

The truth is I never left you.

Don't Cry For Me Argentina by Madonna.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm confused.

The more I listen to my friends from Britain.

The more I'm confused by their accents.

Wish I had that accent.

And then change it whenever I want.

I'm watching Not Going Out.

And it's SLIGHTLY confusing.

I can't understand some of it.

But I'm still laughing.

Lalalalala.

Ok.

I'm gonna go study now.

Buhbyes.

I think to myself,

What a wonderful world.

What a Wonderful World by Louis Armstrong.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was a tiring day.

Woke up so early.

that I went back to sleep.

And my dad thought I was late for school.

So he rushed me.

To only find out that it's Thursday.

But he had to go to work early anyways.

So there I was.

8am in School.

Stopped by security guard for being late.

Can't he tell I'm sec4?

Bloody arse.

stopped me 6 times this year already.

Then I went to class.

Wanted to sleep.

But then I just had to play the songs on my phone.

Then everyone started crowding.

Talking about what happened ytd.

Anwyays.

The whole day went by.

With me only sleeping during Physics.

Yet I still felt tired.

I got 19+1/30 for Chem test.

B3.

Haish.

Depressed day.

Went into more depression.

As I forgot to bring my A Maths test.

coz I left my file at home.

T.T

And then suddenly change movie to Iron Man2.

Forced myself to go watch.

End up get PangSeh-ed by EVERYONE!

Fuck larhs.

I shall only watch movies with less than 5 people.

I don't even know why he was going.

And I thot there were only a few people.

Ended up so many.

Just go down escalator to underground station.

And received call from Hans.

Only to find out it was Samuel.

Who apparently said they only found I was missing until they were at Lor Chuan.

I was like.

Fuck larhs.

Don wan me go then say don wan larhs.

Then I just went back to Lor Liew Lian.

Eat lunch with Dave, Sly, Gab and Ameer.

I also found a lot of secrets in these 3 days.

Everyone in class is 2 faced.

Seriously.

Even my best friends.

Haish.

today is not a good day.

I'll just have to learn to forget it.

And move on.

I see a red door and I want to paint it black.

No colours anymore I want them to turn black.

Paint It Black by The Rolling Stones.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

OH MY GAWD!

I'm dedicating this to my finale favorite American Idol.

SIOBHAN! YOU RAWK FOREVA!!

Now AI isn't worth watching anymore.

Apart from the group performances and recording artistes.

Like Christina at Finale.

And Lady GaGa next week.

WAH!

I'm seriously starting to get emotionally attached.

I guess I'm an emotional guy who doesn't wanna talk about Death anymore.

Well.

I'm dedicating this to my two HCL besties.

Keith and ZiWei.

JYJY!

HWAITING!

xD

You and me, we used to be together, everyday together, always.

I really feel like I'm my best friend, can't believe this could be the end. It looks as though, you're letting go, if it's real, then I don't want to know.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was a bit laid back.

Woke up at 7.30.

Went back to sleep.

Then woke at 9 again.

Got ready for tuition.

Only to be late cause my sis was fetching me there.

Maths tuition.

Forced my tuition teacher to give me E Maths paper.

=DD

Quite easy.

Although I forgot all the formulas for the radian thing.

blehs.

wtv larhs.

=D

Later came back.

On the train.

IT RAINED!

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!

spent the whole journey SMSin' my babe Jonathan.

MUAHAHAHA.

He finally admits I'm his babe too.

WHOO!

Haha.

Anwyays.

Got back to White Sands.

Went library.

Nothing to borrow.

Went down to meet Alexine for lunch.

All I could eat was Porridge.

coz of my stupid braces.

ARH!

Tomorrow better be able to eat.

If not I starve in school through SS remedial.

Came back.

SLEEEEEEP!

from 2 to 6.

And here I am.

Playing Castle Ages.

Influenced by Theo and Kang.

I'mma go Airport later.

=DD

My mummmmmm is coming back from TAIWAN!

(I think)

AHAHAHA!

She left on Tuesday with my Aunt uh.

Lalala.

10.35 flight.

I'mma sleeping right after we get back.

Now I go study E Maths.

Vectors, Probability and Matrices.

Wanna kill me already.

Buhbyes!

Geudaen nareul gippeuge haeyo Geudaen nareul neukkige haeyo

Cheo Cheoeumcheoreom, Cheo Cheoeumcheoreom.

Like the Beginning by T-ara.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It's been a long while.

I was on a 1week hiatus from com.

So I didn't get to use Blogger.

Coz my iPhone doesn't support it.

sofa king annoying.

Anyways.

Here I am.

And here's what's been up.

I had my last band performance as a band major on the 17th of April.

Speech Day.

And I can't say I didn't cry.

If not I was lying.

I did cry.

Haha.

I'm gonna miss all my juniors.

I'm gonna miss Mr Lin.

Ryan and I already miss going to the 4th floor every friday.

The highest I went this week was the third floor.

Library.

To wait for the UGs POP to start.

And I got emotional then too.

Seeing as how all of us, UGs and PAs.

We spent 4 years in our CCAs.

And now it's over.

But the friendship bonds we make in it.

Won't ever go away.

I'm gonna thank the band.

For digging up memories of the past.

Which I wished hadn't come back.

But now they are.

And I don't regret it.

My old friends, KL, Val, Dor, Janson, Jamie.

My old enemy, Leonard.

Being a Band Major was the toughest thing I ever did.

Sec3.

I can remember.

All my seniors started to hate me.

But my peers were supporting me.

I had mixed feelings.

I had doubts I was one.

Then on the day of announcement.

I wasn't there.

Coz I put my CIP in front of Band.

Sadded.

And I guess I missed out on a lot.

Band is not for everyone.

It's for people who can stay committed.

People who can sit still for hours on end.

Just to wait for the conductor to be happy with the way we play.

And in a band.

The most important person is the Conductor.

As I've learnt from watching Nodame Cantabile.

And being one myself at our concert.

Although I was just a metronome for the concert.

Coz Mr Lin helped me settle the musical part of band.

I had to control the speed of the piece.

And that gave me a headache.

I would like to thank a lot of people.

First off, my sec4 seniors in 2007.

Terence and Nathanael.

For bringing me into the main band, with Hou Keat.

That SYF was the best I ever experienced.

Thanks to all the sec3 seniors then, Meng Xuan, ShengYi's batch.

For making me enjoy Japan.

Special thanks to JK, CK and Gabriel Ashley.

For letting me play MahJong during band camp.

Thanks to Garrett.

To make me realize that slacking is the most important part of life.

And having me miss you the most.

Thanks to Jing Xuan.

for making me realize that everyone has to be treated fairly.

Silas, the big man.

Telling me to chill.

I have to say.

Everyone would hate the batch before you.

It's always been, and always will be.

Thanks to Ming Jie.

For helping us out during SYF last year.

Thanks to Shaune.

Telling us to get a diary of what we learnt in band.

Even if none of us did it.

=D

Thanks to Jeremy.

For having me realize that even the most strict of people have their fun side.

Thanks to Chee Hao.

For helping me gain confidence in facing the band.

And A Maths. =DDDD

Zachary. =d

For everything he did.

And everything he told us.

That's all I can think of i guess.

Oh yea.

Kovan, I still owe you a muffin.

=d

I'm in the midst of making a farewell letter.

But I can't really express my true feelings.

They're toooooo scary.

=X

Well, Cheerio!

Shwaty Shwaty Shwaty Shwaty.

Nuni byseo byseo byseo.

Sorry Sorry by Super Junior.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was a quite ok day.

Bernard, the dog, got angry.

and threw a tantrum.

I guess Yudhish was right.

Some dogs can't be trained.

I guess I'm sorta tired today.

I've been this way since concert ended.

Lost all my energy lerhs.

And I've always had the urge to stay in school to finish my homework.

Then come home.

Coz I know I'm never gonna touch them when I'm home.

Hence.

My chinese is still incomplete.

T.T

Anyways.

I'm pretty excited about X-Country on Thursday.

But I'm pretty freaked that there's Bio SPA the next day.

Haish.

MY CHOCOLATES ARE STILL UNREPLACED!

FUCK!

I WANT THEM NOW!

FUCK!

MY SIS ATE IT!

FUCK!

AND SHE PROMISED SHE WOULD BUY A NEW ONE!

FUCK!

WHERE THE FUCK IS IT!

RAWRH!

I'm off.

SLEEP!

dalkomhan neoui smile nareul michige hae

neoui move way you talk got me loosing control.

Lollipop pt2 by Big Bang.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I can't switch back to old phont.

So here I am.

Today was HENG!

Supposed to have Geog test.

But she brought wrong papers.

And end up.

Next monday.

Rivers.

=D

sowoneul malhaebwa,

ni mamsokae itneun jageun ggoomeul malhaebwa.

sowoneul malhaebwa (Tell me your wish [Genie]) by So Nyeo Shi Dae.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'M BACK!

But I dono how long it's gonna last.

Concert was SOOO AMAZING!

I think I'm in love.

STEPHANIE HWANG MIYOUNG!

WO AI NI!

SARANGHAE!

ai shiteru!

Stephanie Hwang Miyoung - August 1, 1989.

Summer Choi Sooyoung - February 10, 1990.

Sunny Lee Sunkyu - May 15, 1989.

Baby, I'm from New York.

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of.

Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z ft. Alicia Keys.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ARH!

My Haley is out!

NOOO!

There's still hope for Lily Scott, Katie Stevens, and DiDi Benami.

xD

Well.

I gotta say.

I'm not gonna be the nice guy anymore.

From now till the Concert.

I'm pushing.

PUSHING!

YOU!

OF!

THE!

STAGE!

IF!

I!

HAVE!

TO!

I don't even know why I'm blamed for it.

But if people see it as that way.

I'm gonna apologize on Monday then.

Need help from people.

But I might be ok.

SIAN!

WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU DASHELL!

FASTER COME ONLINE!

I got you babe, I call,

I call it Chocolate Love.

Chocolate Love by SNSD/f(x)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ooooo.

ooooooooo.

Freaking pissed off.

My sudden laziness has come back.

I'm fucking bored of Band already.

Freaking pissed off with my Junior.

Who doesn't understand.

That by annoying me.

You just made not only my life a mess.

My friend's, your friend's(Assuming you have any), the teacher's.

But u seem to not bother right?

AND!

If you want to join all these stupid competitions.

Go ahead.

Your Holistic Report card isn't going to look anywhere the least 1/6 as good as mine.

So what if you join?

Getting what.

1 participation point.

Isn't going to help much?

Don get 75% attendance.

NOT COUNTED!

So yea.

Go shoot yourself.

Making my angry is your way of killing me isn't it?

But believe me.

I'm always there to haunt u for the rest of your fucking life.

How fucked up you may be.

So many boys wanna give it to me.

But I want you boy, give it to me.

Boyfriend by SNSD.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Korean kraze getting me.

And I love it.

xD

SNSD!

SOOYOUNG AND HYOHYEON AND SUNNY!

2NE1!

BOM AND MINZY!

BIGBANG!

G DRAGON AND TAEYONG!

WONDERGIRLS!

That girl that raps!

SuperJunior not really my type.

xD

Ok.

I like Fire from 2NE1.

And Lollipop from both BigBang and 2NE1.

Oh! and Tell Me Your Wish(Genie) by SNSD.

Bad Boy and Irony by WonderGirls.

Oh!

And I've also been listening to Allison Iraheta.

That female finalist for American Idol Season8.

xD

OH SHIET!

I'M SCREWED!

I LEFT MY SS HOMEWORK IN SCHOOL!

FARK!

ARH!

NVM!

I DON'T DO!

SEE WHAT HE GONNA DO TO ME!

Did I say something stupid?

There goes one more mistake.

Scars by Allison Iraheta.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm tired of this charade.

You're one of my best friends.

One of my closest friends.

But still.

You're the one person I'm afraid of losing.

You walk around.

Like you ain't no harm to anybody.

But in my heart.

I'm thinking.

I'm never gonna be that.

Never gonna get that.

And it's true.

How society changes people's minds.

It's affecting people like us.

Anyways.

My concert's tickets are out.

Get them while they're hot.

Let's see.

My parents + GrandMa + 5relatives.

Sister + her friend.

24-9 = 15.

I still have 15 more to sell.

Then I'm sharing with Sean.

That would make 11.

URH!

WHO WANNA COME!

Kai Lun, Val, Mr Poh.

Cravis, Qian Lin, James, Ben, Nicholas, Rosalyn, Wu Jie, Jeric.

Like that 11 lerhs.

WAH!

Not enuff sial.

HAIZ.

WHO WAN COME PLEASE CONFIRM BY NEXT TUESDAY!

AND MAKE SURE YOU DON CANCEL ON ME!

COZ IT'S ALREADY PAID FOR!

RARH!

Why my class no one wanna go.

T.T

Sebastian wanna go?

Yudhish also.

Hans say he don wan.

But I'm gonna psycho him to go.

Then drag Keith along.

But it's a school night.

ARH!

TUESDAY!

I HATE YOU THE MOST!

Let's see.

I'll let the others take the class.

I shall go find more tix.

=p

Anwyays.

I've been watching American Idol.

DIDIBENAMINEARLYGOTKICKEDOUT!

But Ashley Rodriguez got out instead.

Janell is finally gone.

Not that I hate her.

But she was bad in Hollywood.

=p

AND TYLER IS OUT!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I wish Alex got out instead.

URH!

FOR THAT MATTER!

I WANT LILLY SCOTT AND DIDI BENAMI TO WIN!

I'm over weird.

xP

AND GAY!

WHOOHOO!

AHAHA.

Ok that was.

Random.

I find myself in situations anyone else can never be in.

Coz I can talk myself outta it.

=p

Like how I talked outta being tortured by Mr Lin GF.

When Leonard was suffering under me.

xP

Well.

Nothing much now.

I just don't like how little time we have for Humanities.

And there's one more period of SS.

T.T

SIANZOROZROZOOSZORZOSZORSX!

There's something bout the night.

And the way it hides, all the things I like.

Mama Do (Uhoh Uhoh) by Pixie Lott.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well.

I'm being vague enough to be pretty less vague than I was before.

If you vaguely remembered.

I was vaguely talking about a person.

OK.

A FEW people I like.

And I told you one of them is WONGKAILUN!

And that's true.

xD

AHAHAHA!

Since she doesn't like it.

This whole post is dedicated to her.

xD

Ok.

Maybe not.

Can't be bothered by it.

ANYWAYS!

I'm coming out.

I want the world to know.

whateverwhateverwhatever show.

xP

It's been a long time since I heard that song.

And so goes down my internet connection strength.

IT'S SO FREAKING SLOW NOW!

EVEN MY FLASH REFUSES TO LOAD!

ARH!

I shall go bathe and come back.

WOAINI WONGKAILUN!

Lolli Lolli Oh Lolli Pop Pop

Lolli Lolli oh Lolli Lolli

Lollipop by BigBang and 2NE1.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

These are times of chiong.

Change.

And temperance.

T.T

I tell you.

ELLEN DEGENERES IS AWESHOME!

American Idol is getting annoying now.

I wait till top12.

Well.

I'm bored!!!

NO LONGER!

Well.

Not that often.

Coz I'm FREAKING busy.

But now since it's been AGES since I last said I'd do it.

It's because.

I can't possibly write the list of teachers and my opinion.

Coz I'm THAT lazy.

And I don't find any use of it.

I'd probably come back when I graduate to see my teachers.

including Mrs Jean Koh and Ms Patrine Chua.

xD

Two of my best supporters.

xD

As for answering Chee Chin's question the other week.

I can't say how many people I hate.

Coz my friendship fluctuates.

And I don't really think I'm friends with some of them.

Even if they are with me.

I just can't bring myself to be their's.

But I can confirm.

That most of the people I don't ignore.

Are my friends.

For life.

That includes a few of the 4E1'10 people.

Nat, Hans, Gab, Keith, Sebast, Yudhish, Zhuan Yu.

(Zi) Weiwei, Bryan, Yan Kai, Sean, Joel, Leon, Chester.

Then those I hardly ever start a conversation with.

LCC, Jia Hong.

They got a certain intelligence factor in them that makes me come back from life.

And see that I need to realize reality.

Urh.

I don't know what toking me.

Then there are those outside my class.

Wang Bin, Jun Hao, Colin, Dashell, Li Yang.

Then those from band.

Dom, Ken, Reub, HK, Nich, Sean, Chicky.

Not saying those are my only friends.

I have more.

Just aren't that close.

=P

ARH!

WISH MY LIFE WASN'T THAT HARD TO LIVE!

CAN'T WAIT TILL THAT STUPID 30TH MARCH!

NEED HELP GAB AND SEF ON THE EMCEE SCRIPT!

T.T

I *heart* SOOYOUNG!

HyoHyeon's dancing also not that bad.

But SooYoung is just aweshome everywhere.

xD

Doesn't have that general look.

xD

Well.

just to reply my tagboard.

KAILUN : WO AI NI! HENCE I CANNOT ERASE YOUR NAME FROM MY POSTS!

KAILUN IS MY LOVE! xD

Keith : ALOHA! I linked already. xD ANYWAYS, JYJY! UPDATE MORE OFTEN!

GDNITE PEOPLE!

AND REMEMBER!

There are certain things better left unsaid.

You said it again, my heart's in motion.

Every word feels like a shooting star.

Terrified by Kara DioGuardi.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I feel like writing a long one today.

But I'm tired.

And Garrett Kor did say Laziness is a virtue.

And I DID write what I wanted, mostly.

On my iPhone's notes app.

So I'll just leave it.

And go to sleep now.

Stop talk, talk, talking that blah, blah, blah.

Think you'll be getting this? Nah, nah, nah.

Blah Blah Blah by Ke$ha.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I believe it's time to end this ordeal.

I'm freaking outta my mind.

xD

Buhbyes!

You follow what you feel inside.

It's intuitive, you don't have to try.

Naturally by Selena Gomez.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I GIVE UP!

I'm in love with someone.

And I think he knows it.

But he's avoiding it.

And still being my friend.

When we're 18.

I'm gonna pound on him.

And force it down his throat.

Or his into mine.

=p

Anyways.

That clears all the questions that my relatives are asking.

I feel the agony everytime I get the:

"You're 16 already, why no girlfriend yet?"

I feel like slapping them in the face and say I'm gay.

But sadly.

I'm not.

Which means it's a lie.

And no lies during Chinese New Year.

T.T

So I just say I just broke up.

Which is the truth.

Then they feel awkward and walk away.

Passing me a tuperware full of Bak Kwa.

And I then turn to them and say I'm Vegetarian.

And they just walk away with the tuperware still in my hands.

Arh.

The agony of CNY.

ANWYAYS!

I've gotten a lot of:

"Adam ah, you lost a lot of weight lehs. How do you arh?"

And then I say:

"Got mehs?"

Then they say yes.

I reply:

"I also dono."

Then walk away.

xD

My uncle thinks is cause of my braces.

Which makes me abstain from diff foods.

That can potentially break my braces.

Oh.

And one thing.

If you guys wonder which girl I'm after.

And my horoscope says it's best to say it at night today.

I'm after Wong Kai Lun.

YES!

YOU!

Back to the subject.

I'm wondering whether to stop eating certain foods.

To lose more weight.

and start exercising with Hans to maintain HIS 6 pec.

And get my own.

xP

And lose my stupid moobs.

T.T

ARH!

I'm a phat child.

FML!

I don't know what's with me and guys.

I find Taylor Lautner hawt.

Haha.

I don't think I'm entirely gay.

But what's it being horny around hot guys.

xD

I'm 16 and my hormones are going wild.

And I'm plenty curious.

xD

So if I need a girl for distractions.

=p

HAPPY~

~CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE'S DAY!

My directions are distractions.

When you're ready, come into the light.

Reflections are Protections by La Roux.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm half dead already.

But I'm still gonna blog till midnight.

And wish everyone a happy CNY.

xD

I've been seeing a lot of great groups on facebook.

Like "Don't Kanye me or I'll Chris Brown you, and Tiger Woods your mother."

xD

Anyways.

I'm bloated and it hurts.

Shouldn't have eaten so much.

But they forced the crab on me.

T.T

I shall start studying tomorrow.

And exercise the day after.

=D

Well.

That's all.

I gotta go.

I'll come back later.

Or tomorrow.

Seeing as to how tired I'll be.

And how much my stomach doesn't hurt.

Okies.

buhbyes!~!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE'S DAY!

Begging you for mercy.

You got me begging, down on my knees.

Mercy by Duffy.

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Well.

Here I am again.

xD

I doubt anyone reads this blog.

Well.

Apart from those two who flooded my tagboard.

All the other people are busy with their own lives.

=D

And I hate people who flame me for havin' a blog.

What's wrong with it.

Well.

Too bad for you for not havin' the TIME to blog.

I blame your poor time management.

=D

Anyways.

I don't even like to post what happened in my day.

NOT EVERYTHING IS INTERESTING!

That's why it's not in here.

Not sayin' that boring means.

"I got outta bed, brushed my teeth and lied there."

A blog should be about your thoughts.

Feelings.

Helps me improve my English Standard ok.

Excluding the poor spelling and grammer and punctuation.

but still.

I'm capable.

Handi-capable.

=DD

Anwyays.

I'm bored on a Saturday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NIECE JOCELYN!

Going to temple later.

then have dinner.

Then maybe MJ!

xD

Wonder who can in my class.

I only know Yan Kai, Jo Sef and Bole.

EH!

Like that got 4 lerhs.

Can can.

Okok.

Buhbyes everyone.

I'mma gonna go listen and dance to some La Roux.

Maybe I'll listen to CNY songs later.

xD

GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI A!

You know that I love you boy, hot like Mexico, rejoice.

At this point I gotta choose, nothing to lose.

Alejandro by Lady GaGa.

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Well.

I promised I'll say this the LAST time.

I'M SORRY HANS!!

FOR NOT GOING TO WATCH VALENTINE'S DAY WITH YOU!

I can't guarantee we'll watch it next week.

Maybe the Wednesday?

I don't know.

I Thursday not free.

Friday PIE.

Maybe on the sat lorhs.

But it's expansive.

=XX

Anyways.

Yesterday's CNY Celebration was WHACK!

WTH!

Every year got Karate.

A bit boring uh.

And I have to agree with Ms Yap.

Shane (or wtv you spell it) is ghey.

Gay voice, gay movement.

OUHS!

And their songs SUCKED!

Well.

Maybe coz I don't listen to those type.

Well.

PE played ABC with Keith, ZiWei, Chester, Nicholas, Sebas and Hewett.

T.T

And Hewett was winning.

Then we ended up playing soccer, or just lounging around.

xD

Hewett can't play soccer for nuts.

=XXX

Well.

I've been listening to a lot of Pixie Lott, La Roux and GaGa.

xD

I'm losing interest in Zee Avi already.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I still love you!

Paloma Faith too.

=DD

WELL!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABES!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR DUDES!

Double the celebration.

Don't be sad you're single on Valentine's.

I'm here for you.

=D

Your one and only other single friend.

=DD

Nothing in this world could stop us tonight.

I can do what she can do, so much better.

Nothing in This World by Paris Hilton.

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Today is post Birthday.

AND I'VE GONE DEAF!

Partially from all the screaming by Yi Wen and Ling Li yesterday.

But I was ok until 5th period this morning.

****CAUTION! THE WORD FISH(not spelled this way) WILL BE USED A LOT IN THIS PART****

FUCKING PCCHENG SHOUTED INTO EVERYONE'S EARS JUST BECAUSE WE WERE ULTRA UBER VERY QUIET.

WTH!

FUCKING MOFO WHO CAN'T DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN SPEAKING SOFTLY, AND SPEAKING WITH AN IMAGINARY LOUD HALER IN FRONT OF HIM.

I WROTE AN ENTRY IN MY JOURNAL.

AND :ACCIDENTALLY: GAVE IT TO MR CRAWSHAW.

OPPPPPPPS. xP

ANYWAYS.

I SHALL STOP HERE BEFORE I GET FREAKING ANGRY.

AND JIA HONG JUST IGNITED MY FIRE TO REGENERATE MY TEACHERS LIST.

xD

****No more of that motherfucking content after this, I hope!****

I'm too lazy to make a list anymore.

Sighs.

shouldn't have left my com on for too long.

2 more.

27th) Tirta, HE STILL OWE ME A MOCHI!

28th) Cui Feng, Friend from Primary school. Now in the same sch as Jeric and WuJie. xD

Thanks a lot. =DD

20~~

20th) Gerwyn, Forgot how we know each other.

21st) Chun Kiat, one of my other favourite seniors. xD

22nd) Yi Fan, The NPCC one, I think. =XX

23rd) Ms Pan, Chem teacher. Always call me Han Wei. T.T

24th) Gabriel Khoo, My dear french hornist. xD

25th) Luke Ingrouille, He still doesn't know who I am in real life, even thought I've talked to him, ONCE!

26th) Sabith, =X

THANKS PEOPLE! xD

FINALLY!

19th) TAN JIA HAO! MY FAVOURTIE HAO DI! LOVE HIM SO MUCH I THINK I'M GAY. (apart from Cravis). xDDD

Few more..

9th) Danny, One of my fav seniors from primary school.

10th) Hans, My smexy best friend.

11th) Alexis, Long long time ago, during band exchange, now she BM siol. xD

12th) Wang Bin, AH WANG! Bully him coz his birthday 31st Dec. poor thing. xD

13th) Yan Kai, My chocolate boss.

14th) Dorothy, MY ONE AND ONLY JIE! xD LOVES YOU SHO MUCH!

15th) Joshua, saw him in Osaka. First person I ever met overseas that I knew. xD

16th) Meng Xuan, My Japanese-speaking senior. TEDDY BEAR!

17th) EE Hong, Former classmate. MS TOH STILL OWE YOU $10!

18th) Arif, My favourite junior. who also lives in Pasir Ris. xD

THANKS TO ALL YOU PEOPLE!

(While I try to force one outta that stupid HaoDi.)

(even more)

8th) Patrick Nair, FB comment. xD

One of the best people I've talked to last year. Made friends with him in Dec. xD

Thought I hardly ever talk to him in real life.

Coz I'm that freaking shy. T.T

(continued even more..)

5th) Wen Bin, FB Chat.

6th) Jonathan Chan, FB.

7th) Daniel Loo, FB.

Thanks people. =D

(continued)

And to add in Val.

4th person, through my once again, spammed tag board.

Better log out of my facebook on my phone before I get spammed by smses and FB notices.

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio,

Stereo, the way you move ain't fair you know!

Hey Soul Sister by Train.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Fever gone down in 14 hours of sleep.

xD

Think I was just too heaty larhs.

Anyways.

Got my first 3 birthday wishes in three different places.

Lucas, my Japanese Failed Pornstar junior, on FB.

Jared, my birthday twin, through MSN.

And Kai Lun, my dear sweet annoying friend, on my tagboard, along with other rants.

Well well well.

I can safely confirm.

If no one smses me in 3 hours time.

I'm not goin' out tomorrow afternoon.

So I'll be bored at home the whole afternoon till dinner.

With my dad, sis and niece and nephew.

SS SUCKS!

=D

Anyways.

My band improved by a whole lot ytd.

I'm so happy.

And btw.

I'm conducting.

Under and Irish Sky.

I didn't know you need such expression when conducting.

Urgh.

And you know how much I hate humiliating myself.

Hence now I pressure myself.

to learn conducting perfectly for that one song.

xD

My top priority.

Along with my Geog and SS work.

And my bio studying.

Urh.

I need help.

T.T

Anyways.

no stress tomorrow.

ANYONE WANNA GO OUT.

Sit around.

Be bored outside the house.

I'm fine with anything.

Sms me.

I'm free after 12.

Tuition in Eunos.

A MATHS A MATHS A MATHS.

TRIGO TRIGO TRIGO.

I'm well prepared to help Keith in Trigo anytime.

xD

Just wish our Maths teachers would pick up the pace a bit.

Oh.

And I'm happy to help any of my juniors with Maths and Science.

xD

I just need something to fill my time.

And by teaching.

I can revise what I've learnt.

So yea.

Look for me.

=DD

I LOVE YOU TOO!

MISS YOU SO MUCH!

COME MY CONCERT AYE?

VIS = Best friend anyone could have.

xD

I'm gonna go bathe now.

Wish more people would read my blog.

xD

Emerging from my world, imagine living in a box.

And I won't come out, until I've broken all the locks.

As If By Magic by La Roux.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well.

Whatever happened yesterday can't be refunded.

And I guess this is the most suckiest birthday ever.

Sighs.

Doin' SS now.

SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY SS!

URGH!

MRS LIM!

WE MISS YOU TOO MUCH TO LIKE PCCHENG!

NO MATTER HOW MUCH MRS EVELYN TAN SAYS HE'S A GOOD TEACHER!

HE'S TOO WEIRD TO HANDLE!

Anyways.

Let me continue on with my homework.

So I can spend time doing nothing tomorrow.

xD

The moment I wake up,

Before I put on my make-up.

I Say A Little Prayer by Aretha Franklin.

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Well.

Today was Day 2 and Last of Mission Day.

Danced to the Wonder Girls nobody like some bloody gay guy.

But I had fun.

I guess that really built up my self-confidence.

Coz I didn't really feel embarrassed about it.

Anyways.

What does it matter to you if I'm gay?

Not like I'm attracted to Guys in a sexual way.

Get your thoughts and hallucinations right.

Me = a bit girly, does not = gay ok.

And heck.

I would date a girl 1920470198274102 times more than a guy.

Guys are just friends.

Close friends.

You can just keep asking it and get the same answer you don't want.

And keep asking it.

But I ain't gonna change for you.

No matter how much I want you as a friend.

I would gladly drop you.

So shut the fuck up and stop being an annoying bitch.

I LIKE SINGING IN A HIGH PITCHED VOICE!

BECAUSE I CAN!

LA ROUX AND LADY GAGA AND DUFFY AND LILY ALLEN AND PIXIE LOTT AND LITTLE BOOTS RAWK OK.

It's not like I HATE Muse, Cold Play, Boys Like Girls, The Killers.

It's just not my cup of tea.

So yea.

Fuck yourself if I say I hate them.

It's much easier than changing my mind.

Females have a nicer voice to listen to.

And easier to understand them.

Male singers sing about death, war, blah blah blah.

BORING!

STOP TRYING TO CHANGE MY MIND.

COZ IT'LL NEVER CHANGE FOR THE LIKES OF YOU.

AND IF IT DID.

THEN LABEL ME GAY.

What's wrong with being gay?

It's a way of life.

Not like you can stop them from being gay.

If you could.

Convert them all straight then.

You talk the talk, but you ain't walking the walk.

And you don't take into account feelings of others than your "friends" do you.

You two faced bitch.

Trying to help you in studies and this is the way you treat me.

You better be thanking me everyday for not punching you in the face.

Think you big shot, handsome.

OH MY GOD.

You are.

But what's it to me.

I guess you're just intimidated by me then?

Please.

Like I would wanna compete with you.

Anyways.

Moving along.

I'm still not gonna tell her I like her.

But I know she's reading this larhs.

So yea.

Hi Val and KL!

And whoever else is reading this.

Anyone reading this.

Tag please!!

Anyways.

I'm done with my ranting.

OH AND A GOOD NOTE!

MY BAND DID UBER TODAY!

HAHA!

SEE!

IT SHOWS THAT IF YOU PUT EFFORT!

AND YOU AREN'T TOO TIRED!

THAT ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!

Early 90's décor, it was a day for,

We wanted to play, but we had nothing left to play for.

Colourless Colour by La Roux.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was TIRING!

Well.

I felt tired.

xD

Early in the Morning started day one of Mission Day.

A.K.A Future Management and Sex Talk.

Nothing much interesting happened.

Kinda boring actually.

And now everyone thinks I'm an Atheist.

Coz I don't believe there's a God.

But it got me thinking.

My Japanese "religion" doesn't really have any God.

Thus don't be amused that I don't believe in God.

I "believe" there is your God.

But I just don't wanna believe that he's "real".

You get what I mean larhs.

Anyways.

I had the best talk with a teacher ever.

Well, one of the best.

xD

MS TOH YOU RAWKS!

Faster come back!

xD

I talked to her about my future.

My grades.

How to improve in English.

And Chinese.

But the latter failed much?

Then she talked about how she got married.

(Which btw she didn't invite me to. xD)

And how she's comin' back to teach in May.

But she needs Family Planning.

ANYWAYS.

She's back coz she's doin' a "survey" of some sort.

About English or somethin'.

I dono.

Was never asked to do it.

xD

Anyways.

Band was annoying.

I hate hate hate hate hate hate band much?

Well.

I hate hate hate hate hate our band attitude.

And I hate hate hate hate hate hate that stupid Parent who scolded us for holdin' their kid back.

FUCK YOU LARHS!

Your son give us attitude.

We cannot scold.

We give him attitude.

You scold.

STFU larhs you arsehole.

Not like we purposely wanna scold him.

So show some respect for putting your child in place.

And if you don't like it.

Quit band, and join any other cca.

And if he joins any uniformed groups.

I tell you, GG liaos larhs you.

Brain sot sot one.

GO DIE LARHS!

Not like we can't live without him.

I tell you, HE SUCKS AS MUCH AS YOU SUCK DICK LARHS!

Lalala.

I'm not supposed to get angry.

But it's not working out.

So yea.

DIE!

Anyways.

My Dad wants to invite my niece and nephew for dinner on Sunday.

And doesn't want me to tell them it's a birthday dinner for me and her.

But one thing.

He doesn't know about is the art of surprise.

He should be the one planning it.

And not telling me.

zZz

Anyways.

I gotta say once again.

My friends are the bestest.

xD

HAOHAOHAOHAOHAOHAOHAODIIIIII!

xD

[{(YANHONG! WO AI NI!)}]

I got your emails,

You just don't get females, now do you?

Cry Me Out by Pixie Lott.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was test day.

Arh!

My hand freakin' pain from writing all those useless information for Geog paper.

Least my History friends encouraged me that it might still turn out good.

xD

Physics sucked.

Mr Foong went for the FloorBall competition thingy.

So we had a relief teacher.

And one question put.

If the focal point of the lens in 5cm, show where the image would be form if the object is 2cm tall and 3m away from the lens.

I was like, the first one to ask him whether it's really 3m.

He said yes.

and so i did my thing.

and my image was 0.006m away from the lens, 0.0004cm tall.

I was like WTF!

He finally gave in a changed it to cm.

ANYWAYS.

E Maths sucked.

MR KOH IS FREAKING ANNOYING!

SCREAM HERE SCREAM THERE!

THINK HE BIG UH!

I CAN STILL GET AN A1 WITHOUT YOUR HELP!

WHY GO SO FUCKIN' SLOW ON A SIMPLE CHAPTER ON PROFIT LOSS AND INTEREST!

ARH!

Test was super easy.

Anyways.

Enough ranting.

Promised I wouldn't get angry from today till next wednesday.

Anyways.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

Nathan(ael), Zhuan Yu, Hans, Gabby, Yudhish, Tirta, Keith, Sef, Bole, Xav, Yan Kai, Chester, Jia Hong, Chee Chin, Nicholas, Joel, Leon, Sean, Ziwei.

Col, Judo, Wang, Haodi, Li Yang, Shaun, BryanT.

Ahaha.

Dom, Reub, Kenny, Jonas, Paul, HK, Lucas, Chang Liat, Arif, Vincent, Zach, Cornelius, Pocholo, Benedict.

LALALA!

I LOVE GLEE!

I wanna go bathe now.

I UPDATED FOR THE TWO OF YOUS OK!

BETTER BE HAPPY I TURNED MY COMM ON TODAY!

AND I HAVE MISSION DAY TOMORROW AND FRIDAY!

AND MY CHINESE TEST GOT POST PONED TILL NEXT MONDAY!

BUHBYES NOW!

(I came online just to change my hotmail password for Terkor.)

I'm back and running.

WHOOHOO!! FINALLY I SET MY STUPID INTERNET BACK UP ON MY COM! SUPER HAPPY NOW! I'M STILL LEARNING HOW TO TYPE WITH A KEYBOARD AGAIN. PLEASE BEAR WITH ME AND ALL MY MISTAKES. I'M TRYING TO BREAK THE "DOUBLE SPACE FOR FULLSTOP" ON MY IPHONE, COZ I KEEP DOING IT. HAHA. MY FACEBOOK SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SLOW! WHOOHOO! BACK PEOPLE. MY Ps ARE BECOMING [s. MY FINGERS ARE GOING WAY TOO FAR FROM THE LETTERS NOW. BUT I STILL CAN TYPE AS FAST AS I USED TOO, BUT NOT AS ACCURATE. OKOK. TIME TO GO ON FACEBOOK AND TWITTER ONLINE. BUHBYES. xD

Don't want no paper gangsta.

Won't sign no monkey papers.

Paper Gangsta by Lady GaGa.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

GARRETTONGWEIXIANG!

WHERE THE F*** ARE YOU!

YOU CAN'T EXPECT ME TO BE VERY FREE TOMORROW!

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!

PLEASE!

WHY CAN'T YOU TAKE SOMETIME OFF YOUR BUSY GAMING!

AND TALK TO ME!

I know I've told many of you I've given Garrett up.

But it's hard quittin' cold turkey.

DIE DIE DIE!

Well.

I've made notes on my phone.

Don't bother havin' it here.

Buhbyes people.

Ok.

Wilhelmina is sucky!

Kill her!

Well.

I have nothin' to do tomorrow.

I don't know whether I'm goin' to Danny's Christmas party.

Joelle doesn't even know if there is one.

Coz Danny's wantin' to cancel it.

Coz only Joelle and I are goin'.

And when I leave for Midnight Mass.

[IF I'm goin']

Dorothy's comin'.

For DAYS!

I've been talkin' to EVERYONE.

"everyone"

that I'm over Garrett.

But I'm not.

coz he gave me hope.

He called yesterday.

Well.

Smsed me this mornin'.

OMG!

I'm distraught!

OKok.

He smsed me this mornin'.

Askin' if he was free today for lunch.

And he replied he's not free.

Askin' if I'm free tomorrow afternoon.

I said yes.

AND HE HASN'T REPLIED!

WHY!

RARH!

Someone else play Tycoons with me!

xD

I need more Business Partners!

As you have known by now.

I have braces.

And since I ate Pork Ribs ytd.

CAFE CARTEL!

ROCKS!

OK.

So.

I ate the pork ribs without bitin' much.

Coz it's quite easy to "chew" it.

By pushin' the meat with my tongue against the top of my mouth.

Ok.

Nvm.

BORIN'!

Okok.

My teeth hurt soooo much now.

I can't bite a stupid fry.

I WANNA CRY!

PAIN PAIN PAIN!

HOW AM I GOIN' TO GO HAVE LUNCH WITH MY SENPAI!

IF I CAN'T EAT!

PAIN!
IN!

MY!

MOUTH!

I DON'T WANNA DRINK MY FRIED CHICKEN!

OK!

That's crazy.

Anyways.

I wanna go back to my deviantART account.

I shall work it out.

And hope the best for the new year.

Ain't nobody rock it like this.

Ain't nobody out there swift like this.

Here I Come by Fergie ft. Will.i.am.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was SO TIRING!

OMG!

I talked to Daniel the whole night through.

Well.

Until 4am.

Real fun makin' him sober.

Continuin' on.

Nothin' happy happened today.

Other than the fact I ate Cafe Cartel for Dinner.

PORK RIBS!

I had my teeth did.

It's blue.

And freakin' painful.

Well.

Now it's getitn' painful.

It was annoyin'.

GDNITE PEOPLE!

I'mma gonna go slp lerhs.

J'adore, Weitzman, I really wan Louis, Dolce Gabbana,

Alexander McQueen, eh ou, Madame love those Minolo.

Fashion by Lady GaGa.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I want your ugly.

I want you disease.

I *heart* Lady GaGa.

xD

I've come to terms with my obsession.

I've given him up.

And whoever thinks I'm gay.

It's just for fun.

Well anyways.

I've never given him TOTALLY up.

Today was a pretty substantially empty day.

I did only one thing very special.

I WATCHED FINISH SEASON ONE OF UGLY BETTY!

WHOOHOO!!!

and yea.

I discovered new things for my iPhone.

I got over him.

I told her about it.

I ate a bar of Kit Kat.

Nothin' more fun than UB.

Ok, well.

TER KOR CALLED ME WHITE!

I'M NOT WHITE!

I'M BEIGE!

AND TANNED!

[that can't last]

WAH!

I'M GONNA BE A SNOWMAN AFTER O'S.

I'm goin' for Danny's christmas party on thursday.

But I have no present for him.

So I'm goin' out to buy SOMETHIN' for him on Wednesday.

JUN HAO!

WANG BIN!

Lunch on Wednesday.

After the stupid Sec1 orientation.

I HAVE A RECITAL FROM 9 TO 10.30!

AND IT'S AN HOUR RIDE AWAY!

AND I CAN'T MOVE IT!

DEATH TO MY "PASSION" FOR MUSIC.

RARH!

Anyways.

I'm ALWAYS procrastinatin'.

I don't know whether I should join SNYO.

I have O's next year.

HELP!

I WANNA LEARN ALLLLLL SCALES!

I WANNA FIND THE PERFECT 2 CONTRASTIN' PIECES FOR AUDITIONS IN JANUARY!

I WANNA WATCH WICKED.

I WANNA WATCH PUSHING DAISIES.

I WANNA FINISH WATCHIN' UGLY BETTY BEFORE SCH REOPENS.

I WANNA HUG KRISTIN CHENOWETH.

I WANNA SING ACOUSTIC SONGS.

I WANNA FIND THE PERFECT GIFT FOR MY FRIENDS.

I HAVE AN EXTRA GIFT NOW THAT HE'S GONE NOW.

Popular!

You're gonna be popular!

Popular by Kristin Chenoweth. (Wicked)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today makes me very full.

Mornin'.

Woke at 10am.

Never got up till 1pm.

Watchin' Popular on Youtube.

Then connected to Kristin Chenoweth hostin' the Drama Desk Awards.

I'm in love with her already.

Gotta make a list of my favourites after Christmas.

Well.

Lets see.

After I woke up.

I went to bathe.

Then I went to my grandma's place for Lunch.

OMG.

My parents went to watch 2012 at 11am.

Waited so long for them to come.

Then eat lunch.

Curry Veggie.

Mei Cai Kou Rou.

Drunken Chicken.

OMG.

I WAS SOOOOO FULL!

I'M FAT!

RARH!

Then after that.

Had to rush down to Esplanade.

Waited for KL and Val outside the concert hall.

While talkin' to Jason.

Then I saw Val.

And dumped Jason.

ahaha.

So bad right?

Haiz.

Nvm him.

He doesn't like me either.

Let's see.

The concert in overall was.

Startin'.

BORIN'!

Middle.

I was about to sleep.

Endin'.

AMAZING!

The whole performance was visually enjoyable.

Ahaha.

I'm ghey.

I'm lookin' out for cute guys for my junior.

Help.

T.T

After that.

We went to see Val's mom and brother.

Willie.

OMG.

He remembers us.

BUT I DON'T RMB HIM!

HOW!

Nvm.

Well.

Then we went to eat dinner at the basement food court.

Sya and Teddy came.

Val left when they came.

KL left when Sya and I bought dinner from KFC.

Then we went back.

And asked Teddy to go buy food.

And I bet with Sya that he went to Macs.

And I won.

=D

Well.

Didn't win anythin'.

xD

Then well.

I had a little chat.

And I mean very very very little.

With Teddy.

Think I scared him away.

Aww man.

Nvm.

Well.

Durin' the watin' of Sya and Teddy.

Here's Val's and KL's note on my Phone.

Hi everybody in the whole wide world! Haha nice to meet you hehe I'm lame and ramdom and bored... Hehe I think everyone's weird including me! Recital is so scary :o haha I so scared I dunno what to do wah wah wah boohoohoo! Omgosh iphone is so cool I want an iPhone for christmas day. Gimme one iPhone for Christmas after all christmas is all about the joy of giving isn't it? Yes just admit it ADMIT IT :) hee I'm bored and I'm pdesperate[desperate] to practise for my recital !!!!!!!!! Haha my flute skills suck like seriously :) boohoohoo I need to go home and practise now but I think by the time I reach home it will be too late and my neighbours will be sleeping. I think they will scold and complain bleh :p I'm super sad. Boohoohoo D':

Yays it is now my turn to crap ! kailun here to spam while valerie's talking on the phone with her mom and now she had to leave D: boohoohoo T.T valarieeeeeee - good luck for iur[ur] recital tomorrow !!! Okays ? (: must do your vibrato okays ? :D if not ALL your precious hard work is gonna go to waste ! D: iloveyouuus (: and tanjiawei is a superduperupermedaultregigazilla baka (I changed it to baka cause I forgot what I was gonna say, so the sentence ended with a baka!) ahahahs (: hmm , I wonder how tanjiawei got 'atsuki' as his "family" name LOL . they're taking so long to get food . But I have no idea as to what to eat so it doesn't make any difference. . Haish , why Valerie have to go homeee ): I'm so freaking bored ! and I have to go home already ): It's 9pm . And tanjiawei and Syarita are FINALLY back haha but j[I] have to leace now haha . I'm in a superduperupermegaultragigasilla bad mood now ):<

Well.

Things change and people warm up as Christmas comes near.

Winter in the north hemisphere is as wild as it gets.

It's freezin'.

Not in fuckin' SG.

I wish it did.

DARNNIT!

OK.

I hope that I can change my mind from watchin' UB before new years come.

I still have to find my homework from my friend.

My trumpet.

My pens.

DARN!

Ok.

I also need to go last minute shoppin'.

GARRETT ONG MIN WHATEVER!

YOU!

LUNCH ON WEDNESDAY!

PLEASE!

After that.

WANG!

WANN GO OUT?

GARRETT WILL NEVER GO SHOPPIN' WITH ME!

HE HAS OTHER FRIENDS TO GO OUT WITH!

LUNCH WITH ME IS JUST A SIDE QUEST!

T.T

Baby baby, Goodnight and Goodbye to you.

You will talk to me, But I sure won't talk to you.

Dear Hannah by Metro Station.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I've always been the first.

I don't know why I put myself right there.

Even when you never ever.

Well, not ever.

It took three weeks.

And now.

When I do it again.

I made you angry.

And I know you're never angry at me.

And never will.

But it's my job to make you angry at me.

At least once.

It's gonna be one of my goals.

Dammit.

It's Christmas next week.

And hell look.

I haven't gotten everyone a present.

Let's see what I have in store(age).

I have 4 bars of chocolates.

All ready to be given.

Or maybe 2.

JS and MX.

Then there's 2 special presents I got for 2 special people.

And hope he decides on it soon.

And the other.

Get well before Thursday.

Hopefully can see you earlier.

=X

Then I guess.

I have to get 5 more presents.

For WB, JH, SW, JH and YJ.

And I think there's HW and ZP.

And YY, YP and YR.

The first 2 were the first ones to entertain me when my holidays started.

And have seriously been there.

The 6th and 7th and 8th.

They went to a movie with me.

The 3rd and 5th.

Keepin' me entertained after I came back from Japan.

The last 2.

USELESS PEOPLE.

Never ever done anythin' durin' the hols.

Oh wait.

The 2nd last did bring us to pool.

The last one.

COMPLETELY USELESS!

I guess I need to buy 8 presents.

But only if they see me before Christmas.

If not.

The present is worthless already.

My pov on Christmas presents is.

I only get you a present if it's before christmas eve.

After that.

It's useless.

It has none of my "love" in it.

Well.

I never get anythin' after Christmas.

Just rmbred.

I have to get 2 by tomorrow.

and 2 more.

or one.

or 4.

By christmas eve or Christmas.

those have to count.

coz I'm never gonna see them any time before.

Hopefully.

MAN.

Why must christmas come after I come back from Japan.

And I'm broke.

Coz I put my money that I had before.

In my Unopenable piggy bank.

I'm savin' it for my JC.

All 550 odd dollars.

I have my own aspirations.

And the next time I-

Oh shoot.

I forgot what to write.

Well nvm.

It isn't important anyways.

Nothin' in my life is important to anyone.

I stop.

I'm no longer gonna blog.

It's too borin'.

I'm back to watchin' Ugly Betty.

Goodbye, Goodnight, and forever.

Why should I try when he doesn't even know.

I hear in my mind, all this music.

And it breaks my heart.

Fidelity by Regina Spektor.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It sucks to see.

That one by one.

My friends are fallin'.

Now I feel the burden of how my friends felt.

when they had to deal with my problems.

And I leave them hangin'.

Now my friends are leavin' me hangin'.

I intend not to put their names to protect my friendship with them.

I feel that these 2.

No matter how far away they are.

Are still 2 of my ## best friends.

><

But I can't believe.

That their mood changes with the blink of an eye.

I'm in total awe.

=X

OH~OH~OH~OH~OOOOOH~OH~OH~OH~OOOOOH.

Caught in a bad romance.

=D

I dono what to type.

Well.

I do.

=D

But I can't rmb what to put there.

WELL!

I'm gonna start there.

I'VE GONE TO 313@somerset!

AND GAWD!

It's a big big big gigantic mess.

=DD

First.

The toilets are SMALL!

I have to squeeze myself against the wall to just close the door.

T.T

2.

The stupid freakin' Food Court, Food Junction, food is SUPER expensive.

OMG!!

3.

I HATE THE FREAKIN' er.

Forever 21?

=D

And Zara.

OMG.

Why the hell have so many Levels?

OMG!

STUPID PEOPLE.

WASTE OF FUCKIN' SPACE!

I'm complete with the stupid 313@somerset.

It's nothin' special.

ANYWAYS!

CONGRATS.

NO!

CONGRATULATIONS TO MR TERENCE G. GOMES!

AKAAKAKAKAKAAKA!

MY BEST KOR! =D

YOU'RE FINALLY DONE WITH YOUR EXAMS!

LET'S CELEBRATE WITH CHOCOLATES FROM JAPAN!

xD

<3

I'm totally on a fan/group rampage on facebook.

TEETETETETETETETETEETEEETETEETETEEE!!!

HARLO PEOPLE!

I NEED HELP!

WHOEVER WATCHES PUSHING DAISIES!

PLEASE TELL ME HOW YOU WATCHED THEM!

I WANNA WATCH FROM SEASON 1!

PIE-LETTE!

xD

(IF YOU HAVE THE DVDS BOXSETS THINGIES.

COULD I ~ oh nos.

Could I please have it?)

As you should know.

I'm watchin' Ugly Betty from Season 1 again.

=D

I wish my life was like Ugly Betty.

I wish my personality is like Betty.

She doesn't give up easily.

I wish I was like that.

She doesn't sway much from her goal.

Man.

I'm jealous.

I don't think I've typed as much as the past 2 days.

OUHS!

ONE FREAKIN' THING!

KAI LUN TALKS A LOT!

AND YES!

IF YOU'RE READIN' THIS!

YOU HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME!

Well.

Nothin' much else happened.

Gdnite people.

(I AM NOT AN ANG MOH KIA!)

You won't be seventeen forever.

And we can get away with this tonight.

Seventeen Forever by Metro Station.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I've gone without a phone for 2 days.

And it's pretty good.

My music now only comes outta my radio or computer.

xD

I don't understand.

Why you won't open up to your own friend.

Well.

I know I'm nosy.

But you want people to cheer you up.

But you won't tell us what happened.

No way we can help.

Anyways.

What's a good middle name?

Anthony?

Christian?

Patrick?

~randomness~

Okok.

SO!

I've been VERY clueless.

T.T

I have nothin' to worry about.

Ahaha.

I just have to live my life however I wanna.

And I love you!

xD

No matter your gender.

You're still my lover.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

=X

Okay.

I'm super high.

=X

I shall shuddup now.

I've realized what I need to do now.

Clean my freakin' messy room.

my MnaioshdiosbEniaosbdoiabSnpdainbspofjwqopthgSndpoiabsccpoqbY room.

Haiz.

I'm too lazy to.

So here.

are 25 random things you didn't know about me.

=DD

(I've nothin' else to write)

1) I think I have ADD.

2) I have different moods dependin' on who I'm talkin' to.

3) I have "Kors" and "Jies" because they care about me.

4) I love eatin' Soup Spoon's soup.

5) I've only saved one of my relationships.

6) I have a large ass cellphone, that's unusable now.

7) I have the passion of cookin'.

8) I loved watchin' Julie and Julia.

9) I love puttin' "h"s behind my "s"s sometimes.

10) I'm not sure why I even started doin' this.

11) I'm no longer afraid of you. (you know who you are)

12) Everyone knows a half of me. Just that everyone knows a different half.

13) I will miss you very much, no matter how little you do.

14) You will never know how much I miss you, until I don't miss you anymore.

15) I love the world. No matter how much I fuckin' use Styrofoam.

16) I hate aeroplanes, but yet I love goin' overseas.

17) I love sailors. xD (you should know which one.)

18) I can't be bothered by Barack Obama. So what, just another one of the 44 presidents in the United States.

19) I lied, I never read the whole Bible.

20) I lied too, I never liked mayonnaise.

21) I love KitKats that are meltin'.

22) I SEE HEAT WAVES, and to me, I believe they are spirits.

23) I'm ____!

24) I admit it, I'm ____!

25) I'm goin' to slp.

____

So controversial.

WHY!

I don't know.

Ahaha.

I'm so afraid.

It's 2.30am.

And magicians are big fakers.

xD

I don't know why.

I don't how.

I'm totally random today.

Ahaha.

Coz I really did nothin' effective.

Except post my Universal Studios Japan photos on Facebook.

I'm addicted.

=D

I lied again.

I don't think I'm a anime junkie.

hence.

As Jia Hao knows.

I haven't continued watchin' since episode 3 of Bleach.

=X

I'm allergic to a certain fish.

But I can't figure which.

coz I can't actually just eat one dish of sushi at Sakae.

It's borin'.

T.T

Ok.

I'm done.

I know why people don't read my blog.

It's full of useless crap.

xD

Have a good night.

sWEeT dreams!

But I'll tell you all my secrets, if you stick around.

Be undercover lovers are under the covers.

Use Your Love by Katy Perry.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today is a totally laid back day.

Comin' back from Japan was the worst thing to have done.

I miss the cold weather.

I miss the hygienic people.

I miss the systematic yet complicated train system.

I miss the kind service people.

I miss the toilets. (coz they come with butt washers. xD)

I miss the kind people who say sumimasen or gomeinasai even though it's your fault.

I miss the greetings all the shop owners say when you walk by.

I miss the free samplings you are free to take.

I miss the atmosphere.

I miss the 500Soba Noodles. ($8 for a amazin' tastin' bowl of noodles.)

I miss the 100yen shops. ($1.60 only! Cheaper than stupid Daiso SG.)

I miss the weather, Weather, WEATHER!

Why am I born in a country with summer all year long, with pockets of rain.

I want to live in a world where it's Spring, autumn, Winter, Spring, spring, Autumn, Winter Winter WINTER!

I WANT COOL BREEZES AND COLD GUST OF AIR!

I don't want some lazy ass afternoons.

Where it's so freakin' hot.

You can't do a thing.

What I don't miss from Japan.

I won't miss the stupid people who push you in trains.

I won't miss the crazy people who shove tissue papers into your open shoppin' bags.

I won't miss the bathroom that destroyed my phone keypad.

I won't miss the 6am wake up calls. (in SG, that's 5am!!)

I won't miss the sleepless nights just thinkin' about how you feel.

I won't miss the countless msn fights we had.

I won't miss the countless emails with the subject headin' "I'm sorry", "I'm really sorry" and "Please cheer up".

I won't miss the mindless walkin', visitin' shrines.

I won't miss that 2 and a half hour long "Bullet Train" ride from Kyoto to Tokyo.

I won't miss the crappy Breakfast in the Tokyo Hotel.

Like I said the other day, was it ytd?

Goin' to Japan for me was a love/hate situation.

And after the trip.

I've made my pros and cons list.

A bit too late huh?

Pros:

Vacation for me, free from Band.

Winter time, *heart* the cold.

Universal Studios Osaka!

Much more I'm too lazy to type out.

Cons:

Don't get to go for LYPS exchange with LYSS.

Didn't get to go for Maha Bodhi concert, Hui Ting keeps buggin' me.

(Then) I would be away, and he'll be suspicious.

(Now) Someone who knows about us, told him, and now he hates me.

[same as before, too lazy to type all out.]

Don't anyhow think, he and I aren't anyway what you think. We're just ___________ ___ ____ _____.

My __________.

My ________.

ANYWAYS

If you haven't known by now.

I'm gettin' braces this tuesday.

Mixed emotions for it.

Glad I don't have to blow an instrument until the 30th?

No one told me.

So I assume it's on the 30th.

It's not gonna make an ass out of me, and you can't be anymore of an ass than you already are.

So it's a win win situation for the both of us.

I don't know why I try.

I think I have ADD.

Seriously.

I hate the fact that no one pays attention to me.

Only a select few.

and I'm super grateful to have people that can find the time to understand me.

and help me.

and care for me.

and love me.

These include my kor, babeh, di.

My best friend.

My ToP reviver, whose birthday is 14 days away.

My long lost junior.

and my nosey friend.

and who can forget my Jie. (though I hardly can contact her now.)

If only I could add my Senpai.

Just have to wait till it's all over.

Haiz.

Wish I could get a new phone soon.

but I don't wanna waste my parents' money.

It's a dilemma.

Haiz.

My life now is a big mess.

but it's organised mess.

where none are mixed together.

1) My room.

2) My closet.

3) My musical interest.

4) My phone.

5) My internet connection.

6) My preferences.

7) My mind.

8) My no-longer-in-denial-to-the-fact-that-I-have-ADD.

9) My ADD.

10) Christmas, School reopenin', Sciences reexam.

My life is not that much messed up as everyone elses.

I know.

It's what a normal hormonal teenager goes through at the age of fifteen.

Some just have less of a care about their future.

And maybe I should be more like them.

And I done one thing to be like them.

I've stopped lookin' for that someone.

Knowin' that she/he would be there at that time at the right place.

Communication took a big hit to me.

and I realized.

I need to type in better English.

Need to care more about my O Level.

And let bygones be bygones.

You're on your last year.

Mine too.

It's all I've got to improve my future career chance.

If I get into a JC.

I know who will be proud of me.

If I get into a Poly just because of 3 points or less.

I know I did my best.

And you'd probably be upset.

But I've seen you much more upset than what you'd be.

But I'll never bring you down to that end.

Even though I know it really means nothin' to you.

It's means almost everythin' to me.

coz you is all I've got.

Wish you would at least say somethin'.

Anythin'.

I hate to be the one who always initiates it.

Just a simple hi.

That's all I need to know.

That I still have a chance to try.

If not.

I'd have to wait.

And ADD doesn't help much with waitin'.

You should know that.

Travelin' on the Sea and all.

Alright.

I'm done for the night.

Currently listenin' to : Bad Romance by Lady GaGa.