Say you're sorry, that face of an angel,

Come out just when you need it to.

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This mornin' was well..

frantic..

searchin' for a tie..

rawr!!

hm..

nothin' much..

Ms Pan and Ms Ong still not here..

mew..

PC..

was well..

er..

I didn't remember havin' VE at all..

=X..

wupps..

er..

then E Maths..

Ms Tan was kewl..

><

keep callin' her Mrs Tan or Mdm Tan..

=X

A Maths..

had some ol' boy teachin' us..

Solvin' Quadratic Inequalities..

><

Geog..

took back our papers..

><

20/25..

RAWR!!

nat got 23/25..

mew..

Chinese..

was fun..

took back our Zuo Ye..

><

Recess..

like any other recess..

mew..

Physics..

was abit borin'..

Zi Wei's still sleepin'..

><

sat next to Dylan..

Mr Dyldo Boner..

><

English..

did Pronounciation..

><

we got a score of 0..

><

4 -1 -3..

RAWR!!

><

then Chem..

another ol' boy..

lawl..

talked abt the worksheet..

borin'..

then after school..

went for band..

lawl..

but only at 5..

><

coz I was eatin'..

then went up to E5 with De Sheng..

to have fun with Jia Hao..

><

mew..

i accidentally locked the class lock..

so JH and DS had to run down to open it..

at the general office..

coz none of us had the key..

for obvious reason..

la.

then borin' borin' borin'..

just realised Perry joined Softball..

><

and i think he's as tall as me now..

rawr..

Make me glow glow glow glow,

Only you know how to make me Glow glow glow glow.

I wanna go and go and go and go.

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Lifeless..

makes me wanna scream..

lost my A Maths paper this afternoon..

RAWR!!

I'm not blamin' Dyldo, Sef or Gabby..

I think he did leave it on my table..

but then it flew away or somethin'..

blah..

nvm..

I'mma gonna do it again..

well..

this mornin' was tirin'..

Teacher's Admin was TIME CONSUMIN'!!

RAWR!!

today tonnes of teacher's are takin' tonnes of teacher's..

meh..

Ms Ong and Ms Pan aren't back yet..

and so wasn't Mrs Foong..

anyways..

BLAH..

then Geog..

SO FUN!!

><

but we didn't get back our test results..

stupid E5..

haven't taken their test yet..

><

then Physics..

passed up the workbook..

which i didn't even do finish..

so borin'..

then Chinese..

sat in front at ameerali's seat..

><

then Mr Tai used the computer..

rawr..

and well..

it was super loud..

wrong day to sit infront..

played with Chester..

ahaha..

stopped callin' him Malay le..

=p

well..

then Bio..

did corrections on the practicals..

><

then recess..

blah..

same as always again..

then there was the stupid Pre-camp prep..

><..

leeches are annoyin'..

meh..

then there was Le Carnival De Associates..

><

We chose first the Zoo..

then Hemisphere Club..

they both seem SOOOO COOL!!

blah..

then that was when we went back to class and I lost my a maths worksheet..

mew..

then went for band..

sat back to the top..

blah..

I waited till the sun had set,

Don't know why I didn't come.

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today was great..

><

Mornin'..

Teacher's Admin..

confirmed my assumption..

><

of Ms Pan's absence..

><

well..

then there was PE..

talked abt the camp..

so as we're not goin'..

we played Badminton..

challenged Yudhishtra..

><

we both equally suck anyways..

then english..

Ms Chai's takin' over the whole of the week..

YAY!!

ahaha..

we discussed the newspapers today..

which is borin'..

considerin' it bein' abt Total Defence..

then VE..

Service learnin'..

BORIN'!

but we did productive things today..

we built a tower out of sticks and straws..

and overcame a force..

in this case..

the instructors desk fan..

><

Recess was as usual..

nothin' much happened..

Chem..

Ms Pan's adsence was taken over by a relief teacher..

some ex-student..

=p..

I forgot his name..

but I think it was Ming Jie or somethin' like that..

then A Maths..

Ms Ong says she can't appear for a week..

so startin' from tomoro..

there'll be a relief teacher takin' over her classes..

Chinese..

was productive..

sorta..

><

after Chinese..

was E Maths..

but Ms Tan didn't come..

again..

so yea..

sch was over..

lawl..

went for band..

do instrument checklistin'..

for the sec ones..

tomoro's last day..

anyways..

now I'm off to do my homework..

a maths then lazy do physics..

RAWR!!

Step one, you say, "We need to talk."

He walks, you say, "Sit down, it's just a talk."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today was unproductive..

learnt Polynomials..

which was kinda easy..

then went to watch TCCOBB (Benjamin Button)

it was awesome..

although quite borin'..

><

then we went to Chinatown..

to eat dinner..

and now I'm just doin' nothin' to my English compo..

zZz

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,

My head just feels in pain.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

English..

compos..

><

got 14/30..

DARN IT!!

FARK!

><

A Maths..

Officially the only A Maths rep..

><

she went thru 3.2(1)..

which is..

BLAH!!

><

Bio..

Did starch testin' with Diastase..

><

so darn fun..

><

Recess..

did nothin'..

but sit with colin and talked for a while..

with nat..

then Chem..

WHOO!!

Ms Pan was pissed..

coz no one had the key..

and so me and sebastian ran all the way to AVA room to look for JP..

><

then E Maths..

made fun of her yet again..

zZz..

anyways..

band was fun..

after band that is..

><

Hans, PG and Sebast had to Usher for PIE today..

rrrr..

><

You used to get it in your fishnets,

Now you only get it in your night dress.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today was cool..

><

bio was a breeze..

><

all about enzymes..

in 2 lessons..

><

then A Maths..

went on abt 3.2..

Discriminant..

then Physics..

all abt motion..

><

I think Ziwei and I gone bored to death..

coz he's repeatin' EVERYTHIN' he said before..

><

after recess..

there was SS..

Mrs Lim went thru everythin' again..

again..

and once again..

Ziwei and I were bored AGAIN..

><

then E Maths came..

Josef sat next to me..

Dylan was infront..

next to Dave..

and so..

we made stupid jokes of Ms Tan again..

and..

OMG..

why why WHY!!

did they have to observe her ass..

they measured it with my ruler..

ARH!!

stupid stupid stupid..

I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face.

And it never feels out of place.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today was FUN FUN FUN!!

coz of chem!!

><

anyways..

first period's taken over by sec 3 camp talk..

not going..

officially off that list of people goin'..

TMS taken over TSR's lesson..

she didn't come again..

then A Maths..

MS ONG!!

she came..

><

went thru 3.1 (1)..

and she gave us worksheet 3.2..

><

I wouldn't say it's not fun..

it's always fun..

=D

durin' humannities..

was our health screenin'..

><

Ms Chua made hist people do some worksheet..

and then..

showed us some dancin' donkey..

said if we ever bothered her..

she'll make us do the exact same thing..

zZz..

lucky I'm not takin' Hist..

anyways..

it was chinese after that..

got 29/31 for the zuo ye..

><

and I payed attention while talkin' to Yan Kai, Ming Kang and Edgar..

><

recess..

didn't do much..

nat was doin' summary..

which i did way before hand..

durin' the health screenin'..

><

Physics was abit not as borin' as the last practical..

did mass and volume..

with marbles and rocks..

><

so fun..

then English..

Mr Pang talked abt the Compo..

><

then we did a vocabulary paper..

which is so darn cool..

><

then CHEM!!!

WHOOO!!!

got questioned by Mrs Chang on why I didn't appear for sectionals for 3 weeks..

I had SLC interview, doctor's sudden appointment and went to buy some band stuff..

anyways..

we did titration again..

><

lawl..

I keep gettin' 24.2..

which is so fun..

coz with 24.2..

I got light orange, dark orange and red..

><

so darn cool..

><

but her readin' and mrs chang's 23.9..

so it was off..

grrr..

think I didn't wash my apparatuses properly..

><

then it was A Maths again..

make up lessons..

and alittle remedial..

nothin' much..

then mrs chang had to see me..

so i went to find her..

gave me some instruments form..

to take down everyone's instrument number..

><

then went to eat with gabby and the rest..

then went home..

lalala..

and now..

I'mma gonna try IWBTG!

search on Google..

><

That there is still a part of me,

That thinks we might get on,

That we can get on,

That we chould get on.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was anticipatin'..

lawl..

like it isn't everyday..

anyways..

first period was Geog..

had the test..

was ok..

just wished i hadn't change the answer..

rawr!!

if not can get correct le..

RARH!!

anyways..

it was physics after that..

talked abt acceleration..

was ok..

Edgar as always..

askin' stupid questions..

Chinese..

did zuo wen..

"A late package"..

darn easy..

then bio..

Enzymes..

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wish i remembered everythin' Ms Koh taught us last year..

recess was ok..

meh..

studyin' for SS..

then a maths..

Ms Ong didn't come again..

man..

wish she would come tomoro..

><

then SS time..

RAWR!!

think I'mma gonna pass..

><

then she went on abt population growth policies..

which is quite ok to listen to her talk abt..

><

Band..

was BORING!!

I nearly wanted to slp again..

rawr..

the fallin' in was a SUPER WASTE OF EVERYONE'S FUCKIN' TIME!!

all the shit abt blah blah blah..

talkin' the same thing over and over again..

DARN FUCKIN' BORIN' LEHS!!

GET A LIFE!!

I have mine.

If there's one thing that we know,

It's that we will not grow old.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today was a mixed day..

><

in the mornin'..

Teacher's Admin was mixed..

every teacher was everywhere..

and Mrs Olsen and Mr Lee were late..

and well..

most of the teachers were gone..

and we had to run ard the sch..

then there was PE..

chin ups..

kept jumpin' abt..

then Captain's Ball..

lawl..

every goal we score..

the opponents have to down 5 times..

><

and we won 10+:4

with Yankai, Nat, Hans, ZY, Sebast and I..

and now my shoulder joints and elbow joints hurt..

English was borin'..

as usual..

then VE..

watched some show..

Chem was fast forward..

><

I got 17/25..

Gabby got 19/25..

with all MCQ wrong..

fuck larhs..

then A Maths..

Ms Ong didn't appear..

so some relief teacher did..

and she allowed us to play our PSPs, handphones..

><

anyways..

I got bored after awhile..

then Chinese came by..

asked me a question coz Jo Sef didn't noe how to answer..

and I was distracted..

and so I didn't answer..

><

then Nano Tech came..

so kewl..

><

lawl..

that prof. was super kewl..

Nano Technology..

well..

studyin' humans..

and I'm bored

You said there's tonnes of fish in the water,

So the waters I will test.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm not bored no more..

I'm gonna irritate Nathan, Chee Chin, Josef, Samuel, Ming Kang..

well..

><

on msn..

><

I need to start packin' my stupid bag..

So tired of feelin' blue, such a heavy weight on you,

So shake it off and make your way, to somewhere different, to somewhere different.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm gonna emphasize a big point here..

I WANNA PLAY MAPLE WITH PEOPLE I KNOW!!

I wanna play maple..

MAPLE MAPLE MAPLE!!

please!!

SOMEONE PLAY WITH ME!!

PLEASE!!

PRETTY PLEASE!!

I'M GOING OUT OF MY MIND!!

LET'S PLAY MAPLE OR CABAL!!

OR TRICKSTER!!

To the left, to the left,

Everything that you own, to the left.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm sick for the stupid freakin' whole day..

nothin' can stop the mass array on what is happenin'..

It all started well..

ytd?

lawl..

yea..

ytd..

anyways..

I already told u abt it..

><

so I'm not gonna repeat..

so yea..

read that..

no new commotion abt it today..

Today..

English was fun..

><

readin' what Gabriel wrote..

><

and I guess they are true..

ahaha..

I LOVE ALL JAPAN!~!

then there was A Maths..

which I complained was always WAY too short..

><

then..

bio..

test on Surface area : Volume ..

we used Agar Agar..

they were in a round petri dish..

and then I cut them out into different sizes..

><

it was so good..

><

I had the best shapes..

and I only used like..

1/8 of the whole circle..

rawr..

and so wasted..

but well..

we had to submerge it into hydrochloric acid..

and they turned holographic-ally pink..

which was uber kewl..

and then..

that was not the best part..

I then soaked them in Sodium Hydroxide..

it turned back to green..

then it started turnin' blue!

><

Gabby made a castle of Agar..

and I think Dave soaked the whole Agar block in Hydrochloric Acid..

which turned the whole thing pink..

><

anyways..

after that..

durin' recess..

we had to wait for Ms Pan..

then we had a test..

><

coz after that..

durin' her lesson..

there was gonna be a fire drill..

the test was quite simple..

><

just gonna confirm minus one mark coz of the unlabeled digram..

><

anyways..

we then did chem worksheet on Ionic Bondin' Structure..

which was SOOO easy..

anyways..

the fire drill was lame..

sittin' in the freakin' hot sun..

and it took us 26 minutes to find everyone..

which we got scolded for..

><

nvm..

anyways..

then by the time we got back..

sch was over..

yet ms tan was there..

yellin' at us..

for no entire reason..

I wasn't even listenin' to her..

ahaha..

anyways..

I wanna cry..

I'm like..

super sick..

rawr!!

I'm havin' a flu..

stupid stupid stupid flu..

anyways..

there was band..

and so we played played and played..

and so..

Mr Lin let the whole section rest..

coz we looked tired..

but I was too sick to pay attention..

anyways..

we're gonna die..

><

lalala..

we should really throw more hints..

I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.

I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile,

I wish the way I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Judgin' from what happened today..

the class will soon turn chaotic..

><

the day went on pretty fine..

Biology was a blast..

><

she went thru SPA..

A Maths was awesome too..

><

got homework though..

then there was Physics..

learned about speed and Velocity..

still don't know what velocity is..

what displacement..

RAWR!!

then recess came..

><

lalala..

after that..

went back to class..

and realised..

Xia Mee went to change Sean, Joel and Dave seats..

stupid larhs..

but anyways..

Gabriel changed with Josef..

and we had a blast..

then Sylvester wanted to talk to joel..

and so asked Jeremy to change with him..

but jeremy don't wanna..

so we decided to change with Hewett and Sylvester..

><

and well..

I HAVE TO DO ENGLISH AND E MATHS AND A MATHS TOO!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!

RAWR!!

well..

English is what I'm doin' now..

and I'mma gonna do A Maths after that..

><

At school, Mariella didn't have many friends,

Yeah, the girls they all looked at her and they thought she was quite strange.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wanna slp soon..

but it's like.. 10.35..

><

RARH!!

and I've got a Descriptive compo to write..

write abt Gabriel..

and his eccentric ways..

><

well..

we're meant to stretch the truth..

><

anyways..

today was quite plain..

I've been listenin' too much durin' Chinese lessons..

but it's actually rewardin'..

in an annoyin' way..

RAWR

But I wasn't sure if I looked my best 'cause I was so nervous,

But I carried on regardless struttin' through each room tryin' to find you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well..

today..

I was extra late..

went up to class..

then went back down..

well..

I got "scolded" by Mrs Olsen-Low..

coz while doin' teacher's admin..

I don't noe which teachers are who..

><

anyways..

after that..

GEOG WAS A BLAST!!

WHOO!!

I LOVE MRS TAN!!

AHAHA..

anyways..

Physics was on..

and I've gotten 19/22 for the test..

then Chinese..

I think I've been listenin'..

><

Bio was fun..

got 20.5/25..

><

Jean Peng was beggin' for her to add half a mark..

><

anyways..

a maths was ok..

><

I got 13/20 for retest..

coz of some stupid miscalculation..

DARN IT!!

ahaha..

anyways..

I'm afraid she wouldn't be usin' the best-outta-the-two..

coz the first one I got 19/20..

and I slacked durin' the retest..

so I got 13/20..

><

and well..

Social Studies was fun too..

ahaha..

anyways..

WHOOHOOO!!

I've got nothin' to do..

and now I'm gonna go slp..

><

Should I give up,

or should I just keep chasin' pavements, even if it leads nowhere.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was ok..

Failed Chinese though..

24/50..

but got 15/20 for e maths..

Ms Ong was angry today..

and so was Mr Ng..

ahaha..

=X..

well..

PE was fun..

kept laughin' all the way..

then English was borin'..

slightly..

VE was fun..

shldn't say anythin' abt the jokes Jeremy, Dave, Gabriel and I made today..

Chem had surprise test..

gonna mess it up..

then the rest of the a maths/chinese/e maths was same ol' same ol'..

well..

I just gotta go..

watchin' the Grammy's..

It's like, as soon as I've got an opinion, it just has to come out,

I laugh at stupid things just cause they tickle me.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was a busy day..

Got up at 9.10..

went to bathe..

and left the house at 9.30..

then It was A Maths Tuition time..

BORIN'!!

MAN..

I wish I didn't enroll in A Maths tuition man..

grrrr..

he doesn't really teach much..

and bein' the quiet person I am..

I nvr asked to clarify..

ahaha..

anyways..

the other guy that was there..

think he's sec 4..

ahaha..

><..

then..

my parents and I went to Centrepoint..

just to buy some things..

then we went home..

been playin' DJ Max Black Square ever since..

quite nice..

I gotta get the hang of playin'..

><..

My fingers and eyes coordination doesn't seem to go well..

ahaha..

anyways..

I've played Tokobots, Echochrome and Vahalla Knights 2 too..

I LOVE TOKOBOTS!!

ahaha..

and EchoChrome is confusin' like shit!

but I still get the hang of a few levels..

but Vahalla Knights 2..

IS KNIGHTMARE!!

RAWR!!

lawl..

the learnin' curve is too steep..

and it's unlike me to not noe how to play these RPG games..

but..

how the hell are u supposed to use your Magic Skills..

in just 6 seconds..

If there're 15 submenus, subsubmenus, subsubsubmenus, etc.

HUH!

RAWR!!

My Main goal is to conquer that stupid game ASAP..

ahaha..

no larhs..

I'll play in stages..

and in my free time..

until Bryan has it..

then we'll link up and hunt together..

><

anyways..

gtg..

PS : I've been singin' to Kate Nash's songs..

and I'm pretty good at it..

although I did change a few of the lyrics to fit a guy..

><

This is my face, I've got a thousand opinions,

And I've got time, time to explain them.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHOOO!

I'm 15 today..

It's like a very annoyin' thing..

but hey..

as long as you grow older..

It's ok..

BLEHS..

dono what I talkin' abt..

ahaha..

anyways..

I've lost count at one..

coz my Phone was bein' spammed..

so yea..

here's a BIG thanks..

THANKS!

yea..

ahaha..

well..

I've got a new water bottle..

3 hong baos..

CRUMPLER BAG!!

MADE OF BRICKS BY KATE NASH!

4 new PSP games..

and A tube of sweets..

ahaha..

anyways..

we started playin' Monopoly..

and well..

I was the first to go bankrupt..

ahaha..

I wanted to faster sell off my property..

so I could go bankrupt..

anyways..

that was fun..

ahaha..

payin' 40,000..

ahaha..

with only 3,580..

The cake was great..

oh..

and we had Popiah for Lunch/Dinner..

I ate 7..

record..

ahaha..

My fingertips are holdin' on to the cracks in our foundation,

And I know that I should let go, but I can't.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was hectic..

English we were taught the easier way of doin' the summary..

last year Ms Toh teach us..

walao..

make us just identify points the old way..

ahaha..

we learned Nett Questions..

and Important Key Points for Nett Questions..

which is so darn freakin' easy..

ahaha..

Then A Maths..

WHEE!!

think I'm gonna fail this one..

and I think they're gonna take this marks in consideration for CA1 too..

the way she put it..

so suspiciously..

ahaha..

anyways..

I only did half of what was wanted for question 4..

and I got to the Factorization part of Question 3..

but I gave up on solvin' the Simultaneous Equations..

ahaha..

=X..

then there came Bio..

Ate into Our Recess..

but It was fun while it lasted..

ahaha..

Ms Chai is FUN!!..

though all the jokes I tell her are too corny for her..

meh..

Recess..

A whole bunch of people were at the bench..

then they suddenly moved to the canteen..

coz Simon was doin' CWO..

lawl..

then they started "rapin'" him..

lawl..

anyways..

this years SLC are a bunch of unorganized group of people..

Just be glad that you're doin' mornin' Duty..

=DD

TEACHER'S ADMIN!!

ahaha..

yet another half a year of doin' it..

Chem..

she went thru the Practical on Distillation and Separation..

I love Chem Practicals..

and Bio Practicals..

but wish there were 2 teachers teachin' half the class..

like chem..

there's Mrs Chang, the E2 equivalent..

and for Physics..

there should be William Ng..

the E2 equivalent..

MEH!!..

Ms Koh should return teachin' BIO!!

LALALALALA..

ahaha..

then came E Maths..

walao..

wonder why the class always makes fun of her..

then she shouts somemore..

then get sick..

then don come to sch..

then can't teach..

sian..

anyways..

E Maths is fun..

ahaha..

only wish she would mark the test papers a bit faster..

anyways..

Think I'll waste my 14 year old life playin' Sims2..

byebye

=D

I use mouthwash,

sometimes I floss.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Darn it man..

Today sure fail Physics laaaaaaarhs..

never teach us properly..

MEH!!

13600 kg/m^3 => _______ g/cm^3..

It's only what..

plus 3 zeros behind..

or something like that..

I go plus three + another 6..

coz of the cm^3

grrrr..

Well..

Chinese was somewhat of a struggle..

but I managed to just allow myself to at least pass..

next will be 5 more marks..

then another 5..

then another 5..

then another for distinction..

then full marks..

><..

Highly unlikely..

man..

E Maths was the easiest today..

ahaha..

somemore we cldn't use a freakin' calculator..

but meh..

we got pass it..

stupid people..

MEH!!

anyways..

chem was fun..

till my hands started to itch..

and I went to see the doctor..

and well..

he said it was nothin' to be worried abt..

and I asked for an mc..

just to show that I had missed band..

and bloody hell..

don wanna give..

blehs on them..

what am I gonna say tomoro..

rawr..

I cldn't go to band coz I had an allergic reaction to the blue color thingy..

we used for the Chem Practical of Crystallization..

arh..

stupid stupid stupid..

man..

I shldn't have played with the blue color thing..

lalala..

man..

I wanna kill the blue Element..

rarh!

now I'm studyin' bio..

and eatin' the stupid medicine..

and bein' worried..

rawr!!

I'm havin' so much fun doin' teacher's admin..

NOT!!

what the bloody hell!!

every mornin' sittin' outside the HoD room..

waitin' for Mrs Evelyn Tan to give us the Teacher's Relief forms..

and well..

the person I'm doin' with..

is such a bore..

so optimistic..

too creepy..

rarh!!

somemore..

this mornin'..

that Evelyn Tan..

I looked at her..

she looked at me..

shake head..

then dono..

=p..

ahaha..

anyways..

I wldn't wanna do anythin' else..

nono..

I doubt anyone can do it..

ahaha..

=DD..

I practically noe every teacher..

=DD..

only heard of 'em..

but nvr their faces..

and well..

RARH!!

I finally noe who mr chng is..

=DD..

ok..

back to bio and scratchin' all over..

hope it gets better tomoro..

the doctor said so..

so I better slp early now..

=DD..

sian..

We'll write a song that turns out the lights,

When both boy and girl start suddenly shakin' inside.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

RAWR!!

tomoro..

there're 3 tests..

sian..

Physics, E Maths and Chinese..

stupid chinese..

RARH!!

scared I fail..

Physics chapter 1, measurements..

E Maths chapter 1, indices..

Chinese chapter 1/2/3..

RARH!!

stupid stupid stupid..

somemore..

I wasted 3 hours in band..

NOT studyin' for the tests..

RAWR!!

I'm just a little guy lost in the moment,

I'm so scared but I dont show it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I've been meanin' to learn how to hide fear.

It's way easier than bein' afraid and bein' alone.

Friends are 4ever.

Enemies are lifelong.

=D

well.

I've been startin' to watch Muppet Beaker on Youtube.

MUPPET BEAKER FTW!!

ahaha.

Bunsen and Beaker.

Best muppets ever.

ahaha.

The best one is the Penguins wearin' bunny ears and doin' the bunny hop.

then Mumbo-in'.
SO KAWAII!!

ahaha.

well.

I've been hooked back into my Sims2.

Makin' 'em fall in love.

Then givin' birth irregularly.

=DD

Now I'm just makin' 'em Work on earnin' Money.

coz My Nannies too worked up.

havin' to take care of 3 babies everyday.

=DD

I should stop now.

Since I have 5 tests to study for.

even though I don't really study for Chinese.

still an effort.

gotta try.

=D

You're fine for a while,

but you start to lose control.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

URGH!!

Stupid teachers..

givin' so many tests on wednesday..

then there's 2 more on thursday?..

or was it one on thursday and one more on friday..

arh..

gonna fail anyways..

If I remember correctly..

there's Physics, E Maths and Chinese on Wed..

Bio on Thurs..

and A Maths Retest on Fri..

I LOVE CHEM I LOVE CHEM I LOVE CHEM!!

WHOOOOOOOOO!!

ahaha..

best teacher in the world..

well..

best teacher teachin' sciences now..

still love Ms Koh though..

=DD..

and GO MS ONG!!

ahaha..

Ms Pan and Ms Ong..

WHOOOO!!

Evelyn Tan rocks too..

but I wouldn't say it really..

coz she hasn't done anythin' much..

Well..

I got 19/20 for A Maths test..

she minus one mark coz I found an incorrect answer..

ahaha..

it looks almost like the answer./.

just that I haven't negative the answer away..

zZz..

Well..

I'm just bored till wits end..

I will never be, I will never be tall, no.

and I will never be, never ever be sure of it all.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wanna run..

run away from all this madness..

ahaha..

well..

It's been a hectic weekend..

not gonna post the days events..

as they are as useless as the things that are comin' up later..

AHSDOIQPOHWOAs

ANBISPOIAHSOPFQHWOPRHa

DANHIPNVXIOPCVIAH

=DD

well..

back to what happened today..

A Maths..

got back test papers..

and darn it..

I got full marks..

ARH!!

I'm glad anyways..

least all that hardwork wastin' electricity on studyin' the wrong thing didn't go to waste..

ahaha..

Chinese..

TMS turned oms over Jeremy..

WHICH IS GREAT!!

I hate the people infront of me anyways..

Jeremy, Dave and Marcus..

sucks man..

always wanna prove us wrong..

still they taste their own medicine..

ahaha..

chem was cool man..

lawl..

2 people dropped their boiling hot mixture of impure Copper(II) Sulphate..

lawl..

ahaha..

didn't bother helpin' Hewett..

coz she don allow me to..

but anyways..

I love how my liquid looks..

ahaha..

blueish-greenish..

Crystalization..

ahaha..

anyways..

was late for band..

but didn't make any difference..

the sec one's were here..

and what a waste of my time..

we originally had 8..

dono why reduced to 7..

then 3 go clarinet..

so now left with 4..

sian..

then somemore..

Trombone had nobody..

and French Horn has too many people..

ahaha..

anyways..

now I'm going to Sims2..

WHEEE!..

after playin' Sims for almost a year..

time to upgrade before Sims3 comes out next month..

hopefully someone will get it for me for my birthday..

ahaha..

well..

cya..

Slow it down, make it stop,

or else my heart is going to pop.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Man..

bored as hell..

ha..

even though I away..

still feels bored..

coz I've been here a lot..

darn it..

well..

today was quite ok..

went out..

came back..

then went out again..

nothin' much to do..

TOMORO WOULD BE BETTER!!

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle,

Life is a maze & Love is a riddle.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was spring cleanin' day..

ahaha..

Love Lenka..

her voice is nice..

and she looks nice too..

I'm fed up..

blowin' my brains out with A Maths..

Indices is harder than anythin' in A Maths..

harder than E Maths Indices..

rawr!!

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick,

You wanna take a ride on my disco stick.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was well..

MEH!!

ahaha..

English was fun..

although I got 15/30 for Compo..

coz I needed a better endin'..

and answer some questions..

darn it..

then there was the Vocab..

I LOVE IT!!

ahaha..

mostly correct..

then A Maths..

we didn't get our test back..

coz she was sick ytd..

and she didn't have the health to mark 'em..

RARH!!

then it was bio..

FINALLY!!

SOMETHING I CAN UNDERSTAND AND MERMORIZE!!

WHOO!!

I hated all the stupid cell names..

but even if i could spell 'em..

I need to learn their uses..

so I'm spammin Bio chapter one now..

ahaha..

then there was New Years celebration..

DARN BORIN'!!

DARN MESSY!!

RAWR!!

ahaha..

after that..

I was lookin' for some band people..

coz the day before..

someone suggested to go watch a movie at AMK..

and so i kept findin' the people..

which i did..

and i saw Perry..

HA..

mature abit..

=DD..

but still kawaii..

ahahaha..

then I saw Jia Hao and Jonas together..

they're really hitchin' it off..

=DD

well..

then i found them..

and waited..

but I saw Bryan and Shaun..

and so we decided to go to Suntec to watch Inkheart..

but i didn't have enough money..

darn it..

well..

the movie was fun..

ahaha..

I wanna be a silver tongue..

or learn Dragon Flame..

=DD..

then we went back..

me and Shaun..

and I saw my friends..

we went back to E!Hub..

ahaha..

and now I'm back here..

Pick your favorite shade of black,

You'd best prepare a speech.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

somethin's wrong with people these days..

No sense of Logic..

..

some of 'em anyways..

well..

I'm in love with different things nowadays..

I'm tryin' to make new friends..

=D..

but now..

I'm doin' homework..

Like a hard candy,

With a surprise center.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today..

got a freakin' sore throat..

darn it..

LALALA..

studyin' for A Maths..

Simultaneous..

quite easy..

Surds oso..

ahaha..

=X..

WHEEZE..

Can't talk..

it hurts..

stupid throat..

can't say anythin' loudly..

all you hear is..

Hi *wheeze* how *wheeze* are you *wheeze*?

RAWR!!

*hack*

sian..

how to talk to teachers like that..

got MC somemore..

but tomoro got A Maths test..

wanna see how much I can get..

SIAN!!

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringin',

Roman Calvary choirs are singin'.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Additional Maths..

so fun..

love Chem too..

and every other  practical for any other science..

=DD

today was boring..

I WANNA CRY!!

I DON WANNA RUN EVERY MORNING..

=DD

stupid stupid weight thingy..

ROAR!!

So I sneak out to the garden to see you,

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHOOO!!

I LOVE TODAY!!

did nothin' much..

PE just talked about Sec3 Camp..

CIP..

sian..

have to find our own way there..

English..

only talk about Newspaper..

VE..

didn't listen to him..

I was readin' and Gabby was lookin' at the Dictionary..

=D..

I was nearly late for Chem..

stupid JiaHao..

=D..

She went thru abt Purification..

darn fun..

ahahaha..

then A Maths..

Mr Tai told us there won't be chinese class..

coz he on course..

so..

YAY!!

can go home after A Maths..

coz E Maths teacher not in school..

so A Maths..

WHOOO!!

got back my piece of work..

all correct..

=DD

somemore she say it's neat..

WHEEE!!

AHAHAHAHA..

but she gave alot of homework..

darn it..

well..

gtg do le..

sowwie kor..

=X..

didn't realise u didn't want me to msn you..

SOWWIE =X

We're drivin' slow through the snow on 5th avenue.

And right now, radio's all that we can hear.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today sucked..

so freakin' hot out..

wanna melt..

I love chem..

all those chemicals..

WHEEE!!

AHAHAHAHA..

Where's Garrett..

mew.

why won't he answer me..

RAWR!!

sian..

A Maths rocks too..

and E Maths..

AHAHAHAHA..

I don't wanna be the guy who laughs the loudest,

or the guy who never wants to be alone.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

a topic of discussion before we go on to my daily life.

Have you heard the new Hilary Duff song..

reach out and touch me?..

IT'S EFFIN' FANTASTIC..

but i don like her video..

although she looks freakin' hawt in it..

but it doesn't make sense..

and Pink's Sober..

so effin' hawt when kisses herself?..

i dono..

WHOOO!!

ahahaha..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

now back to what happened today..

this mornin' was borin'..

things happened as usual..

then at ard 1.30..

I left for City Hall..

well..

the train ride was borin' much?..

then arrived..

and ate at SRC..

WHOO CHICKEN CHOP WHOO!!

ahahahaha..

then went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital..

see my aunt..

My dad says she has 3 blood clots in her brain..

small ones..

but her legs are soft..

and she can't walk..

and she can't recognize people..

..

but she was asleep..

hope she gets better..

man..

then when we were done..

we went over to Novena Square..

eatin' Andersen's Ice Cream..

mew.

I LOVE STRAWBERRYS!!

WHOOOOOO!!

then went for masterclass..

mew.

FUN AGAIN!!

AHAHAHA..

I'm a masterclass-ftw freak..

AHAHAHA..

then went to CentrePoint..

and who did i freakin' see..

Well..

I only saw Austin..

and well..

a bunch of other people..

who i didn't see clearly..

but who cares..

they all suck..

Went to eat at Fish & Co. for dinner..

WHOOO!!

I LOVE FISH TOO!!

Ate the Seafood Platter..

and Portuguese Chilli Crab..

hawt like crazy..

but darn tasty..

AHAHAHA..

And now I'm seriously high on ICE CREAM!!

STRAWBERRYS!!

WHOOO!!!

CHOCOLATE!!!

SUGAR RUSH!!!!!!!

WHEEEEEEEEeeeee...

ok..

now I'm gonna have fun with Garrett..

WHEEEE!! *poke*

Have you ever been so lost?

Know the way and still so lost?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Nothin' feels right anymore..

Everyone's gettin' on with their life..

I guess me too..

but accordin' to what they said ytd..

I figure I shld change too..

well..

not change..

improve?..

yea..

coz I love my personality..

but maybe I shld remove some of em'..

some of em'..

wonder which..

hmmm..

Well..

I guess I'm those that are gd in A Maths and not E Maths..

HMMMM..

walao..

I'm bored le..

and I'm startin' to like Bio..

=DD..

1)Chem --------------------- (Ms Pan)

2)A Maths ------------------ (Ms Ong)

3)E Maths ------------------ (Ms Tan)

4)Biology ------------------- (Ms Chai)

5)Geography --------------- (Mrs Tan)

6)English ------------------- (Mr Pang)

7)Chinese ------------------- (Mr Tai)

8)Social Studies ------------- (Mrs Lim)

9)Physics ------------------- (Mr Foong)

=D

man..

I sriously hate my Physics teacher..

but I can't seem to find a better Physics teacher..

and I realise..

all Female Bio teachers ROCK!~!

I *heart* Ms Fandrie Koh and Ms Davina Chai!

ahahaha..

and I *heart* MS PAN!!

Miss Ms Toh..

and ha..

Cai Lao Shi too..

well..

technically..

some of my sec 2 teachers..

Ms Chua, Ms Simon, Ms Ivy Tan, Mr Low..

man..

well..

it's just how life goes by..

oh and Ms Thomas and Ms Yap..

too..

=D..

My Literature teachers..

Oh..

and if I haven't said it yet..

I regret takin' Bio..

but meh..

I guess now Bio teachers rock..

haha..

other than Nigel Ng..

can't stand his accent..

BLEHS..

I wanna hold 'em like they do in Texas Plays,

Fold 'em, let 'em hit me, raise it baby, stay with me.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today went well..

Early in the mornin'..

play with Yi Feng's PSP..

DJ MAX!!

haha..

then read finish Artemis Fowl and The Lost Colony..

and started on Artemis Fowl and The Time Paradox..

=D..

I've found new interests in Biology!

haha..

I wanna try to memorize all the freakin' hard names to spell..

A Maths was fun..

=D..

but think she gave too much homework liao..

Physics was ok..

went thru the Workbook and did Oscialltion..

fun..

haha..

SS was UBER KEWL!!

lawl..

we were given this picture with a korean guy huggin' his long lost mother..

then we keep assumin' what the picture was about with provenance..

=D..

E Maths was crazy..

do so fast..

then school over le..

then went for band..

late as usual..

then came the crappy part..

SLC interview..

darn it..

did i screw it up real bad..

=X..

darn it..
I want more time to think of my answers..

but when I think about it..

I give an exaggerated answer..

that sounded so exuberant..

makes me wanna cry..

RAWR!!

Can't read my, can't read my,

No he can't read my poker face.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Pastoral care..

Foong went on and on abt love..

b-o-r-i-n-g!

then suddenly..

some relief teacher came in..

but he wasn't supposed to..

coz it was E Maths..

not A Maths..

Ms Tan came in..

talked about the worksheet..

couldn't fully understand her..

till I stared at the question for an hour..

which i actually did..

coz Ms Ong didn't come today..

RAWR!

Geog was fun..

well..

the class seemed more alive than usual..

and when i say more than usual..

I mean u actually get someone else that responses to her..

other than me..

MT..

well..

wrintin' a letter..

WHOOO!!

didn't noe really what the question was..

but i did it anyways..

haha..

Physics was a real bore..

talkin' about our Practical Examination..

BORING!!

then English came..

still didn't wanna give us back our English Compos..

darn..

CHEM!

LAB PERIOD!!

WHOOO!!!

*slap*

not Mrs Chang..

our half got Ms Pan..

DARN!

but who cares..

MS PAN ROCKS AS WELL!!

ahahaha!..

Don't you wish that you could be a fly on the wall?

A creepy little sneaky wittle fly on the wall?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

somethin' happened today..

and I guess I'm not sorry about it..

=D..

wouldn't wanna talk about it..

lalala..

well..

today..

I realised almost everyone doesn't listen to Tai Lao Shi in Chinese Class..

and I think I'm listenin'..

but not understandin'..

sian..

I WAN MORE CHEM PERIODS!!

tmr got Pratical..

WHEE!!!

ahahaha..

And I use mouthwash.

Sometimes I floss!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

this mornin's PE was AWESOME!!

runnin' 2 rounds non stop at top speed was WHOOO!!!

Heartbeat went up like crazy but..

WHO CARES!!

WHOOOO!!

haha..

then came English..

borin'..

but VE was borin'er..

then recess..

we located our table..

but the others were wanderin' aimlessly..

until I called out..

"We're invisible and Shaun can't ever find us!"

and he looked at us..

haha..

then Bryan too..

wanderin' thru the crowd..

'till I shouted his name..

then Chem..

Ms Pan..

I LOVE IT!!

AHAHAHAHA!!

A Maths too..

Surds..

it was fun..

Chinese came..

and OMG!!

I was sleepin' but didn't realise it..

=X..

then E Maths..

Ms Tan talked abt more indices..

which was fun..

=DD..

My tea's gone cold,

I'm wonderin' why?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I've finally had some time off work to post something..

phew..

this week was busy busy busy..

mew.

I kinda like Chem and A Maths..

probably coz of the teachers..

and well..

if that's the case..

add in E Maths and English too..

=D..

ha..

well..

Physics can be quite borin'...

mew.

sucks sucks sucks..

I'm bored already..

and I feel..

we shld have lesser Chinese periods..

=X

seriously..

or a change of chinese teachers..

wait nono..

I WANT CAI LAO SHI!!

NOW!!

You rock me, you rock me,

You rock me in.

~~~~~~~~~~~

I conclude..

I love Chemistry..

if not for all the silly er..

290?

no wait..

120?

er..

117!?!

haha..

well..

in our textbook..

only has 103..

but the other 14..

their states are unknown..

so not included..

man..

I wish I can memorise Chemical Equations better..

=X..

Think you know everything,

you really don't know nothin'.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was the ofiicial start to sch..

well..

lessons that is..

=D..

felt darn bored before recess..

PE take height and weight..

English talk about..

well..

nth much..

then VE just talked about single/group datin'..

Recess..

freakin' long lines..

Chem..

I could grow to like Ms Pan..

=D

I like Ms Ong too..

Haha..

but regretted volunteerin' to be Add Maths rep..

ROAR!!

shldn't have done it..

i really wanted to be Vice Chairperson..

but nah..

=D..

other people who need CCA points shld get it..

=D

Mother Tongue..

quite ok..

I shld resolve to do better in Chinese this 2 years..

well..

one and a half..

since O level chinese is May next year..

E Maths..

did nth but do homework..

so no comment..

=D

Shiny floor, Slippery feet.

Lights are dim, my eyes can't meet.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Life's startin' to move slower..

but I don't know..

I'm gonna die of boredom soon..

roar..

I wish life would move faster..

but I just hope I can cope..

=X

I have to learn to give up sometimes..

let someone else have that spotlight that they so crave..

learn to forgive..

(well not that one.)

Crumblin' to dust.

Is it what it is not worth?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hm.

I could say it's my attitude..

but I blame it on my anti-social classmates..

well..

I can say..

We 2E6'08s get along well with 2E5'08s..

=D

and whoo!

I'm so gonna complain abt the new people in my class..

I hate them..

seriously..

Ever since secondary one..

these people have been a big pain in the ass..

tryin' to make friends with 'em just sucks..

coz they think they're soooo smart..

but I can tell..

these people only have book smarts..

and not street smarts..

actually I don't really know what street smarts are..

but..

you really need it..

for well..

not gettin' you into trouble with other people..

hm.

and gettin' to increase your social circle..

I think I've got more than 15 circle of friends..

and probably 19x that of enemies..

=X..

ha..

but it's great..

at least I know I have people after me..

even if they want me dead..

=D..

It's just..

I finally feel what other people feel..

When I ignore them..

'cause..

the people I'm surronded with are..

ANTI SOCIAL!

YES!

I SAID IT!!

ANTI SOCIAL!!

I'm pissed..

well..

and I've been wonderin'..

no one likes me anymore..

coz he hasn't said what he usually say for a long time..

and i thot that we weren't anymore..

until today..

when he said it..

I was sure another one cared..

like the other 2..

hmph..

I'm gonna die..

urh..

I wanna change class..

but the class which has the best teachers..

have also the worst people..

RAWR!!

I think I should really not control my personality any longer..

I should really let loose..

the only way to step my game up..

hm.

but It would only get me into much more good publicity..

like last year..

hm.

well..

I've finally ranted till I have nothing else to say..

in public anyways..

just be glad I'm not over in Canada or Nashville..

...

I'll take these suckers down,

'Cause they just get in my way.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wakin' up at 11..

I was starin' at my ceilin'..

lookin' at the light..

then I just stayed there until I heard the bell ring at 12noon..

thinkin' of what to put up..

and so..

here's a list of things I've been thinkin' of doin':

Finally get to do my SLC duties.

Reach a High-C on my trumpet.

Get at least an A once for each subject.

Spend more time with Garrett. SOON!

well..

I'mma go bathe..

coz I have to sleep at 10pm..

coz of stupid sch on tomoro..

oh Darn it..

darn it darn it darn it darn it darn it.

You're supposed to break my heart.

Why haven't you?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Short and Simple..

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!!

and in and hour and 50 min..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

When I take you out and you,

You've got me standing in an awkward position with unwanted attention and a need for explanation and it's, not that I'm letting go of you, but I don't know what to do.

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60th post..

and if u know my other blog..

300th..

Today..

Band was well..

painful..

my lips are hurtin' like fuck..

and I DON'T WANNA BE 1st TRUMPET FUCKIN' FOREVER!!

torture i tell you..

TORTURE!!

Forcin' me to play somethin' I don't feel comfortable with..

I noe it has the gd parts..

melody and all..

but why must they make the melody so fuckin' high..

and then forcin' us to play it over and over and over again..

I don't noe what I'mma gonna do next year..

I can't study much..

and if I put the blame on band..

they're gonna say the fuckin' same thing they do every year..

and say that other Seniors can do it..

Why can't you..

and I have defence over that one..

COZ I HAVEN'T GOT THAT MUCH OF BRAINPOWER..

AND TIME!!

Well..

Yu Xian cried again..

'cause he can't play it properly..

and we all went..

WTF..

but he's Yu Xian..

that kind of person..

=X..

everyone's Stereotypical..

even my personalities are stereotypical..

like it or leave it..

I don't care no more..

some people can handle it..

so i guess you aren't "some people"..

=D..

The cherry on top.

The creme de la crop.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sch's startin' in 4 days..

man..

and it's a fuckin' friday..

hope there's no band..

can catch up with my friends..

urh..

I don't noe..

coz if there isn't..

Then I have to bring my instrument back tomoro..

urh..

I wanna go cheer Ter Ter Kor Kor up..

urh..

I give up..

I'm gonna go..

Shut up and let me go!

This hurts I tell you so!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I can't take it any longer..

I have to say it out loud!

I don't noe..

=X..

I just like screaming it at the beach..

I'm gonna miss that..

and plenty of things..

=(

well..

I've missed Garrett..

not seeing him for 6 months sucks..

could've been a year..

but at least forcing him to come back to take his report book thingy..

then seeing him..

=D..

well..

now I'm missing him again..

coz after seeing Terence like..

2 days in a row..

It although sucks..

but at least I got to see Ter Ter Kor Kor for 2 days..

and I hugged him once..

=S..

URH!!

really..

the more i think about it..

the more it sucks..

next time..

I'm gonna ask him out at least once a month..

=3..

mew..

Life's about film stars,

and less about mothers.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHOO!!

Just finished playing 4 rounds of Guitar Hero..

and WHOO!!

FUNFUNFUN!!

lawl..

The whole set..

WHOO!!

I wanna play again..

but with more people..

other than my sister..

coz the rest of them went home..

now I'm bored..

well..

not really..

I'm looking for stuff to play..

lalala..

Simply,

Knowing you exist.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well..

I might as well tell you..

Yes I like you..

maybe more than a friend..

but not much more..

Maybe an occasional hug..

anything..

but never the sacred..

I act this way because..

It's my nature..

I'm a freak of nature..

and I know you like her..

unless..

I don't noe..

it's what people say..

I can choose whatever I wanna believe in..

and if i believe that..

I have plenty of other people..

well..

not plenty..

only 2..

=X..

That's why..

even if you misunderstand me..

it's not exactly what it is..

I'm me..

and although it's not fun..

I'll never cross the line..

=X..

Only when u move the line further away..

then I'll just hang around..

meh..

I don want it to end..

just stalling..

=3..

'coz you're hot and you're cold.

It's black and it's white.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHOO!!

pressies!!

5 hugs.

2 CDs.

1 Pendant.

A Hand Shake.

KATY PERRY!!

WHOOO!!

FINALLY!!

Christmas went pass quite fast..

since many people have to go back to work tomoro..

and i don't think i wanna anticipate it..

but SCHOOL'S REOPENING..

and another batch is gone and a new batch is in..

Gonna miss much of the going away..

since i missed much of the one's that went this year..

miss them so much..

gonna miss more of this years..

heh..

but our batch will rule!!

WHOOO!!

I'm a weapon of Massive Consumption.

It's not my fault, that's how I'm programmed to function.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yesterday..

or shld i saw last night..

I went to Midnight Mass..

zzz..

tired..

anyways..

yea..

my sister's friend invited us to go..

and we went..

early..

at 10.30..

so we waited..

and waited..

and apprantly..

A LOT OF ST GAB'S BOYS ARE IN THAT CHURCH..

IHM btw..

and apprantly..

my sister's friend noes almost all these people..

*shock*

=D

so yea..

we went in..

and i saw Ter Ter Kor Kor..

then behind me was the De Souza's..

then saw Jing Xuan with his GF..

and suddenly..

I THINK I SAW VINCENT..

he better be sorry if he was..

coz he's gonna die on monday..

MUAH HAHAHAHAHA!!

anyways..

yea..

at 12..

(ooo saw Perry, another Kawaii ang moh, who fucking quit band)

*side trekking*

I could saw Perry WAS one of my best junior..

coz of his name..

PERRY!!

KATY PERRY!!

WHOOO!!

and he's kawaii too..

haha...

*back to da-, night's events*

Perry was some guy next to the..

er..

pope??

of father??..

i dono..

=X

so the celebration started..

or i think it's called a celebration..

oh wait..

the mass started..

ok..

so there was singing..

WHOO!!

i can sing high high high!!

i wanna sing next year..

ok then..

we were standing and sitting and kneeling on the floor..

and it was quite cool..

that's why..

I LIKE MASS!!

well then..

after the mass..

we were just outside the hall..

waiting ard for Stef to go ard and talk to her friends..

and so..

i saw Ter Ter Kor Kor..

WHOO!!

hugged him..

but regreted not talking to him more..

=(..

anyways..

his hug's my pressie..

=D..

and if he say's that a hug's all he wants from me..

then both pressies are down..

christmas and birthday..

=DD..

and then we went to eat roti prata..

kept laughing while drinking the curry..

and now i have a soar throat..

ROAR!!

well..

gonna go slp le..

sian..

You're cold and I'm HOT!

I'm up and you're down..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Another one falling for it..

i think 11 people..

now I'm bored..

and now Jonas's angry..

coz i told him i wanna join Singapore National Youth Orchestra..

or Philharmonic Youth Winds..

and he said i shld join Sembawang Symphonic Winds..

and now he's angry coz he keeps telling me to join and i keep saying i don't wanna..

and now I'm confused..

coz I'm angry AND sad..

and lonely..

and well..

just plain fucking annoyed..

I'm gonna go die now..

and slow and painful death..

that might last for less than 100 years..

and more than ard 60+ years..

URH!!

I think I've used up all my resources to stop them from getting..

angry/emo/lonely..

and now that I'm all three..

I've no one to turn to..

and I think if i keep helping them..

I'll just hurt myself more..

Cereal-iously?

Love~

~~~~~

What do I love the most..

hmm..

Strawberries

Cereal

Rice

Broccoli

Katy Perry

The Ting Tings

Kate Nash

Ter Ter kor kor

Rong Rong kor kor

Rrabbitt =D

...

Today was awesome..

sorta..

too lazy to write it down now..

maybe tomoro..

=D

Every bone's been broken.

But my heart's still wide open.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today..
Went out to eat breakfast at East Coast Park Lagoon..
I ate Prawn Noodles..
where i suddenly realise..
they come not only with Prawns..
but with Pork Fillets..
and i was..
OMG..
since i didn't like Pork..
so i just left it there..
floatin' in the soup..

anyways..
then we went to Suntec City's Carrefour..
bought some Kettle for my cousin brother's house-warming gift..
heh..
then shopped ard for random stuff..
I was searchin' for Katy Perry's One of the Boys CD..
and i made a conclusion..
I THINK THEY BANNED HER ALBUM HERE!!
ROAR!!
I WANT THAT ALBUM SO BADLY!!

then..
went to eat at SOUPerlicious..
where the old Ben & Jerry's was..
(btw.. i think Ben & Jerry's closin' down everywhere.. the one at White Sands is gone..)
I ate Cream of Chicken and Corn..
quite ok..
cheaper than Soup Spoon..
but i think it's a smaller portion..

well..
then decided to go home..
but changed my mind and went to Gabby's house..
4th Band member's house ever been to..
First being Colin's for masterclasses..
then Terence's for fun.. (WHOO!)
then Sarvin's for Committee Meeting..

Played Viva Pinata..
=D..
I love the weird animal/pinata's they have..
then Roy came..
he said very borin'..
so we changed to some Car Racin'game..
I obviously lost..
since i hate car racin' games..
nvr was any good at it..
unless it's Mario Karts..
=DD..

then we set off..
makin' our way towards Raffle's Place..
realised i nvr remind Marc..
but he didn't wanna go anyways..
so yea..
Yu Xian was like..
I don't wan go le..
and we were like..
You can't just buy and don't go..
so he came down as fast as he could..
think he made the interval..
meh..
i don't really care..

The concert was great..
although i didn't understand what songs they were..
I just payed attention..
while CK was like..
sleepin' for a bit..
makin' me feel sleepy..
=X..

then we went to eat after the concert..
walked ard Raffle's Place..
then decided to go to Suntec City..
but ended up at Long John Silver at Marina Square..
the food was horrid..
meh..
and service was even worse..
I feel bad now..
seeing as how i got an extra free Chix fillet..
i ordered 2 piece..
I ended up gettin' a 3 piece..
so i was like..
I ordered 2 piece only..
but CK, Jason and Gabby was like..
don't care..
just take it..
reuben didn't care..
coz even if he had that 3 piece..
he couldn't finish it..
and Roy was all..
HEY!
THOUGH YOU ORDERED THE 2 PIECE SET..
and the rest of the group was like..
SHHHH..
meh..

i ate it up anyways..
but i left out the FUCKIN' dry fries..
and half of my drink to gabby..
coz he complained the food was too dry..
I couldn't finish it up anyways..

well..
tomoro we're meetin' up to go bowlin'..
they're meetin' at 11am at Pasir Ris mrt..
maybe i shld go pick them..
or just go straight to E!Hub first..
i dono..
well..
cya tomoro..

Everything's fine.

Except you've got that look in your eye
~~~~~~~~~

another song about my life.

"When I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring
You're thinking of something to say"

It happens..
Whenever i say something..
u seem to be listening..
but nah..
u're just acting..

"You said I must eat so many lemons 'cause I am so bitter"

I am bitter for a reason..
and i love lemons..
=P

"Yes, it was childish and you got aggressive
And I must admit that I was a bit scared
But it gives me thrills to wind you up"

Childish gets u aggressive..
just admit it..
and i can manipulate u in a heartbeat..
just don't count on me telling u when..

"And every time we fight, I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't "

exactly what it says..
I get angry at you..
but i try to supress it..
and i can't seem to forget it..
I'm quirky that way..

Credits go to Kate Nash.. =D

The winner takes it all.

The loser standing small.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I <3 KATY PERRY!!
I <3 KATE NASH!!
I <3 THE TING TINGS!!
I <3 ABBA!!

I'm bored..
I'm confused..
I'm sad..
I'm crazy..
I'm tired..
I'm naive..
I'm simple..
I'm complicated..

Procrastinate!!!

It's a lifestyle.
~~~~~~~~~~

Today..
suppossed to go for another Lecture..
but since Gabby and reuben weren't going..
I've decided to sleep in..
and then went out to meet Emman, Roy and Jonas at TM..
they went for the lecture..
coz they had nothing to do..

then we ate lunch at MosBurger..
then went to the Arcade upstairs..
played for i think 2 hours?..

and now Roy's here..
over at my place..
coz Gabby just awoke..
and he turned off his phone..

I <3 You.

Yes, I love you.
REALLY.
~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wanna go back..
not so long ago..
maybe a year?
and start things new with you..
I noe we've known each other for 2 years already..
and we just simply became closer this year..
and now..
I can't see you anytime i wanna..
there's no joy in returning to sch..
knowing you're not there anymore..
I've already sufferred a year without seeing your face everyday..
now it makes me wanna just hug every single week..
=S

Hooked..

I'm hooked on Facebook.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today was stupid/fun..

Woke up at 9..
left house at 9.45 to go to TPJC for some lecture..
I was late..
=X..
but i wasn't the latest to go to the sch..
some marist people were late..

anyways..
the lecture was abt instruments..
and music..
WHICH WAS ENTIRELY BORING!!
only 6 of us showed up..
Reuben, Gabriel, Emmanuel, Joshua, Roy and I..
out of the whole lecture hall..
there were Marist, Chong Boon's and TPJC people..
and us..
6 of us..

then we were quralling on where else to go..
then we diecided to go watch Bolt..
so Emman and Roy wanted to go to Si Mei..
and I told them we shld go E!Hub..
coz Gabby and Reuben haven't been there before..

so yeapp..
there we went..
taking 21..
then we ate burger king..
PEOPLE LIKE MUSHROOMS!! YAY!!
MUSHROOMS FTW!!

then we went to buy the tix..
at 1.25 to watch bolt at 1.25..
so nice..
the timing was just right..
anyways.. limited commercials..
since we came in a few minutes after they started..

I WANNA WATCH BOLT AGAIN!..
although it was long.. it felt short..
=X..

yea.. then after movie..
we walked to White Sands..
Joshua had to go home before 4..
so he left..
then the rest of us went to popular, library, some shops (gabby bought a T.)
then to NTUC to buy water..
then we went to East Point (Si Mei btw)..

then walked ard for a while..
then ate dinner..
at 5.30?..
=DD..

Gabby, reuben and Roy shared a plate of carrot cake..
I ate Chicken Chop and Rice..
Emman ate noodles..
and the three of them with the carrotcake were quraling abt how much Reuben was eating coz he only paid $0.30 out of the $5..
gabby paid $1..
then roy payed the rest..
and i still got to eat one piece..
=DD..

then later..
they decided to continue to City Hall..
but i didn't wanna go..
so i went home..
and now here i am..
=DD

11 flowers.

makes one look a dozen!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm getting freaking bored and paranoid..
It hurts so much..
I WANNA GET OUTTA SECONDARY SCHOOL AND GO INTO JC NOW!!
Life's like that..
U wanna make it go fast..
you go SLOW..
WAY SLOW..
then people will have to match with your speed..
then u CHIONG all the way..
that's my tactic..
=D..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Went to see TJC concert this evening..
with Gabby, Chun Kiat, Kovan, Emmanuel, Jonas, Yu Xian, Liu Tun, Joshua Jude, Chin Hong and Niranjan..
the concert was quite ok..
I only knew the christmas songs and encore..
the rest just went "BLAH!!" in and outta my head..
gonna go slp now..
tomoro gonna go listen to some lecture on next year's set piece..
*btw.. the composer for those set pieces.. Kelly Tang, IS A GUY!
WTF!@(&(_!&@%!!*

All that glitters is not gold.

Two wrongs don't make a right.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I think something's going to be very wrong..
We're soo gonna screw up somewhere in the future..
and in WE..
I mean the band..
roar..

nothing to write abt today..
nothing interesting happened..
=S

My life's a song.

It's all Katy Perry-ish. (I <3 KATY PERRY!!)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Life's simple.

Katy Perry with Simple:



You're such a poet,
I wish I could be Wesley Willis
My words would flow like honey,
sweet and laid on thick


You're so edgy
You don't even need a rhyming dictionary
I wipe my hands on your
jeans, 'cause they are more distressed

So they say--you got O.C.D.
And they claim you can barely read
But you say "Don't bother
me with all of your reality"

But it could be so simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just so simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
But the point's been missed
You've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems

So what, you're a genius
But you've got a lot to learn
Like the time you lost your apartment
Cause you bought too much Vuitton

You park in a loading zone
You sleep with the lights all on
You cross your i's and dot your t's
All it goes to show

That it could be so simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just that simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
The point's been missed
We've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems

I'm not saying that it's a piece of cake
Just take a moment to re-evaluate
The possibilities
The situations
The opportunities
That are waiting
Oh, the possibilities Oh, I

It could, it could be that simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just so simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
You're in a haze
It's just a phase
You know this maze
Is as simple as it seems

We could talk all day
About your eccentricities
What I mean to say
Oh, is that I need you listen please
And focus on life's simplicities
So don't be afraid to strip it away
Cause at the end of the day
It's still as simple as it seems

It is all so simple
Just deal with it

I don't wanna be like you.

'I saw a spider
I didn't scream
Cause I can belch the alpahbet
just double dog dare me'

I don't wanna be one of your people.
Y'all are just fucking rude.
And if you can't sense personal space.
Well then, I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!

'And I chose gutiar over ballet
and I'd take these suckers down
cause they just get in my way.'

And if you can't care for people.
Stay fucking far away from me.
I just don't wanna be near you anymore.
You're obnoxious, rude, and I didn't invite you.

I <3 KATY PERRY!

Let it snow.

I know what I want..
I WANT SINGAPORE TO SNOW!!
I WANNA BE SKINNY AND FIT!!
I WANNA WEAR A TRENCH COAT!!
ROAR!!

I DON'T CARE IF ANYONE ELSE IS..
I WANNA BE THEM..
ROAR!!

Where will I ever end up

Maybe near him?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

this sucks..
back from Japan and I had to go for band..
but i realised it was up to 1pm..
so technically..
If i left for band..
I'll reach there ard 12.45?
so technically..
I didn't leave home..
roar..

anyways..
I hate going for band in the hols..
i mean..
technically..
I have to travel for almost more than an hour there..
just to practise for next year's SYF..
i mean..
is fame and fortune really everything?
I don't mind not getting gold for SYF..
I mean..
I'm not power hungry..
I just do it to fit in..
but I don't wanna fit in with these people..
I wanna fit in with people like Garrett..
Or MX..
no worries in the world..
and if they do..
I'll solve 'em..
=DD

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I bet my life and your's are different..
even if i like both sides of the party..
I just..
find it enjoying..
having people of the same interests..
and the interest itself..

although they find us to be friends..
I feel more than just friends..
it's just the way i am..
and although i feel that way..
I dont know when to tell them..
or him..
=X..

u may already noe how i feel..
and what i am..
but i don't care..
and if these get's to them..
I don't care..
he'll noe sooner or later..
I wish i still could see him..
but that time has passed..
and we regretted not making use of that time..

I sincerely miss him..

Truth?

Who really needs it?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
MCKEY WINS ANTM!!
W00T!
she was the first one i said would win..
they i changed to marjorie..
but since marj got kicked..
i knew mckey would win..
=D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Stupid waiter..
i was walking pass him to the toilet..
and he was freaking blocking the way..
i said excuse me..
and he still didn't move..
so i squeezed my way pass him..
and tripped over a chair leg..
and fell..
and he still fucking don wan help me..
roar..

What's life without friends.

Much better than having enemies.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm scared..
I'm scared of losing everything..

My life..
My Friends..
My CCA..
My Parents..
My Relatives..
My Grandmother..
MY DREAMS!!

I'm going to write out my dreams in a piece of paper and burn it..
nono..
no burning..
roar!
I'm going to die..
roar..

have nothing to say now..
I'm so bored..

HOLIDAY?!

you have got to be kidding..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this was a fucking waste of time..
bored at home with nothing to for the next ffew weeks before sch starts..
and i realised that people aren't satisfied much..
when there's sch..
they anticipate the hols..
and now that the hols are here..
they anticipate sch..
counting down to how many more days left to sch..
my guess is 43 more days..
=DD..

sian..
i seriously have a feeling I'm gonna be BM..
and i dono what will happen..
MX says maybe..
i wanna be secretary..
but i'll probably end up head QM..
sian..
I've got a few suggesstions..

BM: Marc (to me, he's better in music)
DM: Sarvin (he can command)
Secretary: Me (I can handle stress)
QM: Jonas (He did our QM's job when neither of us were around)
Librarian: Chi Hin (He wants it so badly and i can so see all the saxophonists getting a post)
UM: Hou Keat (Done it before, might as well do it again)
Flute SL: Kenny
Sax SL: Sarvin or Marc
Clarinet SL: Sean
Bass SL: Paul
Double Reeds SL: Zhuan Yu
Trumpet SL: Nicholas
Trombone SL: NATHAN!! (biasness =D) maybe Dominic
FH SL: Wei Le or Alexius again
Eupho SL: Ajmil
Percussion SL: Evan

watch me be wrong..
=D
sian sian sian..
wha cha gonna do?

This sums it all

Life hurts whenever you least expect it..
I'm sorry to have forced the person..
I shouldn't have been controlling him..
and now he's gone..
not gonna see him again...
for a long time..

well..
just had a talk with colin..
he's worried if O levels are gonna be hard..
he said his father would send him abroad to aussie if he doesn't get into a JC..
roar..
and we won't see him for a long time..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
today was another day of 11 hour band..
they played soccer in the morning..
i couldn't coz my ankle's aching when i walk to fast..
(it still is.. and my tummy hurts too..
think it was that stupid shrimp dumpling for dinner..)
urgh..
i dono what i'm gonna do tomoro..
i can't do footdrills much..
and i can't stamp my feet..
luckily today no one saw..
so i passed..

but it hurts like hell..
i don't wanna fall in tomoro..
it seriously hurt like hell now..
don think it'll feel better by tomoro..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm gonna screw tomoro over..
i seriously hate going early in the morning..
and march..
sweat..
well..
i don't mind sweating..
but it hurts just standing so stupidly straight..
so i've decided..
not to fall in tomoro for freaking 2 hours..

I hate my *DDB!

*move each letter down one..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we were made to run..
well..
first..
we were being chased..
catching..
zZz..
i was the first one to run..
then i nvr got caught..
..
then we were made to run down in a min..
only six of us made it in time..
then we were made to run one round..
and those later were made to run 2..
=D..
and so again..
first one to leave..

arh..
then band time..
my body ached whenever i sit down for too long..
then there was lunch..
didn't eat..
i was talking to gabby, chun kiat, marvin and jonas..
marvin was playing with a ball of bluetack..
=D
and i played with it afterwards..
rolling them into a square..
and throwing it at chun kiat..
he hates that..
haha..

then when mr lin came..
we play play play..
then there was a break of 30 min..
ken ken slept for 45 min..
=X..
then he scold me for not waking him up..
tsk..
always my fault..
well..

that wasn't why i hate it..
it's because of the lame games we played..
sian..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I fell down from the bus just now..
and now i can't freaking walk properly..
so i doubt i can march/run/jog/briskwalk/pump/do situps..
roar!!
damn the bus..
well..
gonna sleep le..
byebye

I WANNA MOVE IT MOVE IT!

I've watched Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa..
it was funny..
=DD

i've had it..
I have to say this..
I HATE CHINA PEOPLE!!
roar!!
they think the own the world..
tsk..
if u're in singapore..
only singaporeans own singapore..
and the way u talk..
although it's chinese..
we can't freaking understand u much..

anyways..
on to the Singapore's Bienalle..
fucking idiotic..
have to pay money..
might as well go free museums..
tsk..
want people see..
have to pay..
that's not what i want..
call me cheapskate..
but that's the way we singaporeans work..

tomoro's band practise is absurd..
8am to 7pm..
for 3 days..
coz i not staying over on wed night..

so bored right now..
i shld go play GB with mx then..
I wanna be a fashion designer..
if only my drawing was better..
if not..
art/fashion photography is another option..
=D

Life's not getting better

I'm in a dilemma..
I freaking hate band camp..
I don wanna freaking stay over..
I don wanna freaking march..
and most of all..
I FREAKING HATE THE GAMES WE'RE GONNA PLAY!!
roar!
coz band's just overly freaking LAME!
what cha gonna do to anyone who doesn't like playing soccer..
you gonna freaking force us?
then i QUIT!
Who's gonna stop us..
we can decide to not do anything we want, unless we know it's our fault..
like pumping..
I realised pumping makes people feel more powerful..
but to me..
I feel sympathy..
and I know you don wan sympathy coming out from the person ordering you..
that's y i try to push the ordering to other people..
that's y i wish i get secretary next year..
and wish there were 2..
and Jonas can help out with QM..

my prediction based on personality..
would surely be wrong..
coz I'm very good at being wrong 83.90284% of the time..
(only one thing that actually happened in my life was..
when i had to put the target mark for my English paper..
I knew 100.00% of that time i would get that exact mark..
and separate marks for each section..)
so if u make me fill in a probability worksheet based on general knowledge and surrounding and personality..
I would get it wrong almost 90% of the time..
so I'm not gonna put up who i think might get what..
until i have the perfect time..
..

Nothing's getting better these days..
and although i don believe in horoscopes..
I slightly keep them at the side of my head..
reading it on friendster/newspapers/magazines each morning..
then when the opportunity arises at that awkward moment..
I initiate to superstition overdrive..
and it appears to be somehow or another true..
=X..
i've been decluded of conversation from him ytd and today..
after what happened ytd..
and how sorry i feel..
but it's all abt him to me..
well..
if it's abt him though..
so yea..
tmr i can include myself in..
unless he tells me not to..
which i wish he doesnt..
coz i feel sooooo bored..

think my parents and i are gonna watch Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa..
I just like saying out the full title..
at least i care for the full title..
i appreciate that these people come out and think up of a title..
no matter how retarde/lame/long they are..
like Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events..
wish they would come out with more of that series..
roar!..
they only did book one to book three..
and the other 10 books were a joy to read..
and now that it's over..
I've got nothing to read..
so it's on the Artemis Fowl..
i think that one has..
er..
5 books??
no wait..
6 books..
including Artemis Fowl, Artemis Fowl: The arctic Incident, Artemis Fowl: The Eternity Code, Artemis Fowl: The Opal Deception, Artemis Fowl: The Lost Colony and Artemis Fowl: The Time Paradox..
Lend me any other interesting books to read..
COZ I'M BORED OF THE SAME AUTHOR!!
I also like comics..
Garfield, Baby Blues, FoxTrot, Mutts..

I just wonder if management were more into people's feelings..
and not personal interest..
i don wanna say i hate people who don speak from their heart..
coz it's a way of deception..
and is always the great friendship saver..
as i once said before..
secrets are what make perfect people perfect..
and i seriously don wanna rant abt secrets again..
search thru my main blog..
although i think it's too long ago..

so I'm off now..
this filled up an hour of my time..
=D